Regarding my current and future activity

I was meaning to post this up a little bit ago, but I never really got around to it. Long story short, I'm tired. I get home from being out and I just see RPing as a chore, and I just don't want to do anything. I don't know if it's just a phase I'm going through with my mind being so fucked up and being really busy, but I just feel really drained. I don't plan on leaving site, but i don't see myself doing much either. It just seems like a chore now, and it feels hard to keep myself active because it just feels tiring. I'm just constantly tired. I don't know how to explain it beyond that. Maybe I just need to find the joy again. But it's hard. My mind feels cluttered and everything I do feels pointless. I think I just need to recuperate. If the decision is made that I'm demoted from my staff position, so be it.

Just do what you need to do, We've talked through this in Staff so We know what's going on