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Sun Jan 24, 2016 5:55 am



Artist:Mumford and sons - Song: Broken Crown - Word Count: 922 -

The reckoning was coming, fast approaching tugging at the heels of men and monsters alike... and it would never be satisfied until it had its share of blood. But there blood was pouring, and he'd not let anymore spill out unless it was drained through his veins alone. They were hurt and broken but they would not die for they rose with ashes and become a new... this was there fate and he would see it fulfilled for as long as he stood here no fate would break them, he and ibiki for the gotei were the monsters of an older age striving with the new blood to step back from the brink and they'd stand between any who tried to take their life blood from their veins ... even if it required more blood, they were ready to die to reforge what was lost... and maybe they'd have to.

His steps clapped through the gotei extended moments of silence produced from these walls, his hand trailing along them as the mans yellow eyes overlooking the table where the captains of the gotei once sat. they had come so far and ended up here, the flaws of the children of the gotei were things he could forgive, good men he considered like brothers, sisters, sons , daughters and those he respected beyond belief ... they were gone though. Now it was empty dusty and longing for the embrace of a force combined, the world looked at them as something lacking. Advantageous to take their life away and chain them, ties had been severed and now they were here.

His foot rose pushing against the side of a chair testing his foot against it slightly leaning more and more into it as his teeth clenched the eyes hidden behined that red hair. But that soon changed as the chair bellow him shot forth smashing to the wall ripping through part of this wall tearing through it like it were mere butter his scream of anguish and hate driving forth as he dropped his head back, his one arm rising to cover his face, stumbling backwards he sprawled into one of the other chairs around this table. He sat there for moments just staring through his fingers at this ceiling, it was what he had become, a member of the lost and broken ... but he wasn't ready to give up. he reach down drawing the drink from his side as he sculled down the contents of the sickly aromatic alcohol he had, what it was was truly anyone's guess, hell knowing Damien it was just pure ethanol with how poisoned his blood must be with grog, this was just more fuel for the system by his theories.

We need to change. This is where its gonna start, this moment.

His mouth drenched with this foul smelling liquid he poured it through his throat intending to empty his flask with gulps inundating to the world around him with the pure unprecedented feeling of Damiens essence enough to bring one to drown in their own spit from just looking at the man as he allowed the liquid down his throat, it was his comforter his guilty pleasure. his eyes wandered as he brought it down a smile taking over the face of the man who moments before seemed so cut by all the stress ... he was a calm man and this was the way things must be .. they must change inevitably and he would not allow the cocoon to be plucked before they emerged.

Consoled by the factors of life Damien was intent on making what he saw as the only family he ever had be great again ... this was the only thing that mattered anymore to the man. His voice coughed a little as the man allowed his voice to trickle out, almost dry as though the poison he ingested had just made him even more driven to thirst, dry and croaky ... word that just didn't want to come forth..

Captains within the gotei should take heed, if we stop fighting we lose. If we become complacent like before ..we lose..we try to broker peace... we lose... one option remains and that is gaining the strength even our allies fear at times, truly rebuild what we have .... now where do we begin this new story eh?





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Fri Jan 29, 2016 9:18 pm

A KING'S REQUIEM




AZURE IRAMASHA
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The spilled blood of Azure Iramasha soaked the skin of the pale male, slowly drying as the harsh winds smacked against the Iramasha and the men surrounding him. A battle for blood and control had previously ensued, Azure's body reverting to its once former state, his mind coming to ease as The Husk reverted back to his dark cage. Breath after breath, deep and shallow intakes the male was taking. It seemed that the time had finally come to stand down, to allow himself to give in so those around need not suffer. Pitiful, it seemed. The actions he had taken with Wolf previously would stand forever, but his return to the Gotei this time was simply to talk. Even with this being the case, he was attacked. Almost instantly, not that the Shinigami could be blamed. Nevertheless, the man straightened his stance and slid his arms outward, bringing his wrists together. It was about time he got the conversation he was requesting.

With large slams of their weapons, Shinigami swarmed Azure once more to bind him tightly, the Kido spells they spewed only put greater and greater tension on that of his neck and wrists. It was deserved, that much could be seen as true. Hopefully the head commander would see differently when Azure was presented as a trophy almost. A man causing havoc being forced to his end at the central 46. With the harsh wind continuing to blow, the men and women forcing themselves on Azure shoved him forward, the heavy steps he began to take before him would lead to their destination.

As the group walked behind the Iramasha, the crowds of Shinigami that poured the streets cheered. Happiness being felt by those who thought Azure was here to harm the living. On the contrary, he never laid a finger on the Shinigami that had approached him. It didn't matter much, anyways. The man knew better to speak out to those that didn't understand the world too well. A deep sigh was released from his throat as he slumped forward, step after step as the buildings began to slowly disappear and the grassy grounds of the compound were revealed.

The top level of the Central 46 compound were shown to be on a small plain within the seireitei, only being seen through the thicket of trees that surrounded the building. As Azure and the group of Shinigami approached the entrance, speakers built into the side of the main building screeched to life as, whoever the head commander now was, requested that Azure was not to be touched from here on out. The Shinigami escorting him would stand guard around the male for as long as possible, but other than such actions they were only meant to detain his wrists. As the words died down, Azure's weight lightened and his body stretched out once more. Most of the kido spells that were activated were now far gone, his wrists being shackled by a wooden set of cuffs as they respectfully requested him to step into the building.

From the entrance to a floor unknown to Azure the group went, arriving in a matter of minutes in a large chamber that housed jail cells all around. Taking a step into the chamber, the Shinigami Group that attended the meeting would quietly take positions all around the room, revealing a single man within its middle. Azure followed in suit, stepping to the center of the room just away from the man. Taking a long stretch, the blood soaked Azure Iramasha smiled and took it upon himself to speak up first.


"Well then, this sure was a warm welcome. The nippy wind outside and the constant batting at my body didn't help much but you know. It works. Nice to meet ya, by the way. Azure Iramasha. Psycho. Mad man. Philanthropist. Kind soul. Sorta hard to pin me down"

Azure stretched his two hands outward as if to shake the man's hand, however the shackles deemed this to be impossible. So, the iramasha giggled from the position he currently stood in. Only time would tell how the new captain commander would react to the Iramasha. Who could ever guess of this encounter?


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Fri Jan 29, 2016 10:59 pm



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The screams for blood where something that amassed in waves, men women and child all sought some sort of recompense for the disaster that had befallen at the hands of men. It was the world they lived in that brothers turned on brothers and the men who were trying to achieve good came upon nothing but hate and loss. The gotei lost so much the day that Azure Iramasha walked through those walls for the first time ... maybe this time they may regain what was lost.

Damien's mind wandered as he sat in his solitude the only comforter was his bottle but even that lost its gentle embrace lately. His eyes stared ahead as the casual smile resided over his face, the path was long but they could come back from this they could learn to stand in the face of destruction ... and they would for that was who they were, survivors striving to become whole. The only thing standing between them and their hope was the longing for what was lost ... for those they lost.

His ears perked up a little as the noise oh men screamed from the streets the cries of joy and anger, his hand slammed to the desk as the now smiling man rose taking each moment, letting life drag on for those few seconds of solace he had found ... but soon it would be gone

Tap
Tap
Tap
... crash

The footsteps resounded through these halls as the man reached the window overlooking the gotei bellow ... and then he saw what would take a smile from his face and replace it with only disappointment and sadness, his bottle dropping and splashing to the ground glass shattering every where as his near shocked look too his face all while his hands went limp, twitching slightly as they sat at his side. Azure iramasha had walked back into this place, only this time he was dragged in bindings as a prisoner of the gotei.

Damien could never bring his mind to forget all those lost when the beasts of deveta and death clashed Azure was there walking in the steps of destruction, many would want his head ... blood for the blood lost that day. It was pure miracle they didn't slaughter him at the gate ... or was the miracle that he didn't slaughter all of them?

He didn't expect the masses to bring a traitor of the gotei forth for judgment, the only real law they had anymore was Damien and possibly the other captains, and each of them had reason to warrant this mans death. His voice trailed through the speakers as the men arrived with azure within their grasp,men loyal to 9th division and its laws it seemed, and now Damien stood at the helm for the gotei in this important matter ... he couldn't even force a look other than sadness to his face though, and he questioned why so much ... he should be angry, upset, bloodthirsty ... not sad.

As the men dragged him through these hallow halls Damien would draw his seat out sitting in an authoritative position at the head of the 46s table. His one hand stroking his face as Azure let out his sentiments to Damien forcing the man to produce a small chuckle, even in times like this a smile shining through ... how accurate a depiction for this man humorous in the site of fate.

"You think this is a joke Azure? How bout the lives Wolf took? is that a joke? ...i respected you boy, i respected wolf, respected iriko ...and look at what ended up happening because of you ... how do we come back from it."

His eyes wandered to his hand below twisting over as he moved his finger, the very contemplation of what had happened was so disheartening that it broke Damien, that little bit of resolve he had was clinging to him just praying that the world could find some resolution .. some way to hold on. With a flick of his hand he'd signal for the squads to release azure and depart, an order they didn't take kindly to some screaming of his guilt, others fearing for the old one armed captains safety .. but none would be heard. As Damien turned his deep crimson eyes stared at the a frown engulfing his face as his dark red reiatsu climbed engulfing this area making these men shake with pure fear, and then he'd signal again for them to leave shouting to go before they ran breaking the bindings on azure as they left.

His hand wiped his red hair back as he let out a small sigh and a self loathing look for doing that to men he cherished, this was harder than anything before. His hand then motioned for Azure to sit before rising to go collect one of the other bottles of foul smelling dark liquid he had taken here. The man was astute in his nature but this wasn't a moment to begin negotiation it was the time for a simple greeting for the man.

"Take a seat if you wish. I am Damien Crow Captain of the 9th division. its good to finally see you Azure Iramasha, It seems we have much to discuss. Want a drink? ... i subtly suggest you take it."

With eyes of red still viciously watching the man he'd wander back to the table two glasses in hand as he sat looking forth over this large table indicating for Azure to sit opposing him so they could begin ... what comes next is anyone's guess





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Sun Jan 31, 2016 3:43 pm

A KING'S REQUIEM




AZURE IRAMASHA
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Well then, this was quite the surprise. It seemed that the Shinigami that brought Azure here were rather... scared? Once the man that had been stationed in the chamber before the group had arrived spoke up, a lot of them protested. Really, given the fact he seemed to be there big boss, they shouldn't have said a word in his request for them to leave. Nevertheless, their protests fell on deaf ears it seemed. With a simple statement and harsh tone, the men that had previously tried to slaughter Azure Iramasha ran, tails between their legs just after releasing the shackles that wrapped around his wrists. What a relief, the heavy shackles didnt pose much of a problem for the man but they dug into his wrists far too hard, leaving imprints on his pale skin.

Wiping a small amount of blood from his cheek, Azure watched as the man introduced himself in a sad tone. He spoke of their actions, Wolf and Azure's. He was quite obviously disturbed from what had happened upon the Gotei. It was too obvious, really. No one seemed to care the way this man did, not when it was happening. Azure wasn't truly the one acting upon the Gotei and Iriko, however it was something that he believed to be needed. A false captain commander wasn't good for business, nor an ally. It didn't matter much anymore to the Iramasha, listening to the Shinigami's words only made the sadness in Azure's own mind to grow.


"Eh. I wish it was that simple, old man. Really."

Blunt, taking the stance that he felt to be true seriously, Azure watched as the man took the time to ready himself for the coming comments. He sighed, showing a sense of abandonment in his eyes as he stood from the chair he previously occupied. Motioning towards a chair at the far side of the table that was stationed nearby as he went for what seemed to be a drink. Taking it upon himself, Azure pulled the chair from its resting place and flopped within it. Propping his elbows against the hard oak, the man rubbed his wrists as if to ease the skin that was far pressed into his limbs.

Things weren't going to go well from the looks of the current mood, couldn't really blame the guy when Azure thought about it. He did wrong, or, The Husk did. Wolf slaughtered as the Husk made their motives clear. A false leader was useless. Azure knew that deep inside, Husk only seemed to push his ideas forward. It was truly disgusting how the man had reacted to the situation but as he thought earlier, it mattered little in the current moment. He was here for a simple apology, no fighting, no yelling. He didn't have the time for it. Really.

Taking a heavy sigh, Azure opened his mouth just as the Shinigami finally spoke up. Reaching for his drink, Damien Crow spoke allowed. Wishing well for Azure and making it semi-clear that this was not a hostile visit. At least, it wasn't from the man himself. The shinigami that brought him here prior seemed to take things into their own hands. Figured given what was going on here in the Gotei. Shaking his head, Azure watched the hard oak he sat at, clearing his throat.


"No reason to skirt around what I have to say, I guess. Its nice to finally meet you, Damien. Your family is known well here in the Gotei, and among the human world organizations. My actions were despicable, but not my own. Iriko was a failure as a Captain Commander, and as much as I hate to say this, a weak ally. I didn't take it upon myself to walk with Wolf, but if given the option to do it all again, I would. I only wish to see the Gotei grow strong again, to be able to protect what they hold dear."

The Iramasha nodded as he spoke, his hands clenching together as he continued to focus on the oak before him. He was harsh with his words but it was needed. As the Vanguard's leader, he couldn't pussy foot his way around the issue. The Gotei was no longer the power they were years before. Change was needed, and as harsh as the actions were taken previously, they were just. Truly. In the moment, it could have been handled far better, but Iriko's removal is what was needed. A weak commander lead to a weak force. The alliance with the demons only proved that point here in the Gotei.

Speaking up once more, Azure let a small chuckle escape his lips as he spoke.


"At least action is being taken, right? Look at your soldiers, for instance. I walked here to apologize for the way things were handled, but your soldiers jumped at the idea of fixing their organization. They all attacked me, and as you can see, if I don't defend myself things turn a bit sour. Heh"

The smile Azure held was one of somber feelings, his body aching a little from the beating he took for quite a few hours before he had arrived at the central 46. Nevertheless, he stood and re-positioned himself on top of the table, sitting on its edge as he awaited Damien to return to his seat.

"Im not that bad of a guy, really. Just a tad fucked up these days, its a bit hard to explain. Hehe.."


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Artist:Mumford and sons - Song: Broken Crown - Word Count: 1013 -

His fingers trailed along the glass, droplets of water touching them as he rose the drink up drowning himself in its embrace. Damien watched this being, each subtle movement every word faltered forth it was that of one who justified their actions, one who aw not the path taking was one with blood smeared all around it. Azure was an intriguing individual, for all he was there seemed to be a part of the man just stuck on the actions he took. Damien had seen the detriment to the soul that acts of war could invoke, the decisions made seemed to way heavy on Azures heart and mind.

Damien however was clear of mind his thoughts constantly striving for the gotei. As he planted himself firmly into his chair the man slid the glass full of pure reeking alcohol to Azure, contently listening as he readjusted himself into his chair at the head of this table. He knew that the course of event were coming, things had been building for so long be it the actions taken by Iriko to form a truce with demons, the loss wolf faced to turn him the way he was, Tsubasa's misguided judgment of Iriko placing a broken boy who'd lost all he loved at the helm of their family or all of it.... But these actions in the long run where actions of brothers he loved ... brothers he ow called traitors and lost souls because of these actions. It hurt to see boys that were like sons to the man like this, and now he saw the same brokenness that the two of them had in Azures eyes ... maybe he like them was no different.

"Don't talk like my name defines me, I have no care for the crow clan, they're not my family, the gotei and these men i bleed with are my family."

The words were cutting away, he had bled for many years under the crow banner, but when he left leaving it in the hands of Jaeden he left all that behind. He came to find a new home somewhere that even accepted a drunkard like him. This place was all he had anymore an the idea of it being weak was crippling to him. They had long been on the edge but with Iriko gone now they were even more torn apart then ever before, teetering on the edge allied to demons was a misguided effort and was inevitably the wrong move but was coming and killing every man woman and child with the prospect of peace and a ceasefire the right one?

It was the process of what they were becoming that scared Damien the most, if they were so willing to break apart their allies and kill those responsible how could one go on in this world without wondering just what actions would destroy them. His eyes gleamed with the dark red that consumed him staring to Azure as he heard the words spark from his mouth, a frown enveloping his face as the man took these a serious words even if he was mentally distraught the boy had best learn that the place of insulting men and speaking of them as weak and of their failure was beyond his place, the mans fingers twitched a little as he tried to regain his composure, he too saw the mistakes of Iriko he knew that the boy was not the one they should've entrusted the gotei too but there was no other choice... and there was no way of knowing that their brother was so far gone. So for a man who knew little of that mans predicament what he had lost Damien would not sit casual at remarks against their person.

"Careful."
His words were broken almost demonic. Twisted, raw and harsh in tone, truly giving an indication of this mans hidden other side ... scary even. He didn't need to unleash his power to make his point, he was conveying the line that Azure should watch before he crossed it ... cause Damien would not be so forgiving next time. his mind quickly reverted however his face twisting from its anger back to a solemn look of intrigue and almost worry ... this being was one of complexities as Azure would come to find out.

"If i become a weak ally will you seek to kill me Azure? what about Shadin? or your father, if he suddenly becomes a weak ally will you kill him? it's not what you did, its the choices of what you could've done that define you."

His heart wandered with the weight of all this, his mind wandered to the there captains ... no doubt by now at least half would've given a death sentence to this man... but Damien knew there was no point. Amnesty was simple he had the freedom due to his position as the leader of Vanguard and son of Ketsu, but whats more Damien wouldn't kill this man as it seemed that living was more punishment than the man would ever see compared to that at the end of an execution block. No others where here to judge the man, he wasn't even sure why he was given the right to judge him. So what he had sought to achieve by coming here Damien didn't understand, forgiveness? he couldn't give that that wasn't his to give, recompense? That was Azures alone to gain, Hope for the future after a bloodied past? ... he didn't even know if he could attain that for the Gotei ... maybe it want his job to do so.

"They're scared of you no more no less, even if he was weak ... iriko at least held them together, right now we are lost ... Right now we have lost some of our hope,we lost our leader and we have fallen in place and don't know where to begin picking ourselves up ... Your not a bad person i know that, But how can we not fear you when you helped to destroy our home."






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Wed Feb 17, 2016 12:44 am

A KING'S REQUIEM




AZURE IRAMASHA
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Pale hands wrapped their hands around the sliding glass, alcohol shifting from left to right as Azure looked up from speaking to Damien. The Gotei was not technically to blame for the actions that Husk took aside Wolf, but in reality they were a catalyst. During the fighting, Shinigami weren't technically harmed by Azure. The Husk simply... defended himself, really. Azure had to take the blame, which was all but fair. The broken portion of the Iramasha's soul only existed because he did, therefore it was an extension of him. Without this extension, things would not have escalated so quickly. But hey, did Damien really care? A group of Shinigami had no reason to be kind to Azure Iramash, and he had all but a single reason to care.

Lifting the alcohol to his lips, a long swing drained itself within Azure's throat as he let a small sigh of relief escape him. The harsh burn that pushed its way through Azure's system only brought his senses to life, the pain was a bit of a wake up. He was still killable, just because he didn't die this time didn't mean next time he wouldn't. Wiping his face clear of blood, smudges began to rise on the Hybrid's cheeks. The blood began to burn its scars into the pale pores of Azure iramasha, scars something that he was far too accustomed to now. Taking his final look at Damien, he stood and walked to a nearby wall, viewing its cracks and flaws.

Fair enough, Damien denounced his Clan, his family someone he didn't much care for anymore. Couldn't blame him. With a brother like Iriko, a shell of a man? It wasn't the start of the Crow clan's issues, but nevertheless continued to listen intently as he watched the walls story. Damien spoke of his family as if they were a disgrace, something Azure could not naturally relate to. Now, a large amount of his family failed to do anything about was going on on Earth, but that doesn't excuse the good they had done in the past. Conflicted feelings usually came as par for the course with Family, No?

Before any more words could be changed from Azure, loud and incroprehensible anger flowed from Damien. A single word followed by a statement, something that Azure could not agree with more. He was a bit of an idiot for the actions that have transpired here in the Gotei, but it wasn't him. Not... the real him at least, Eh? All blame could be held on the Iramasha, but in the end there weren't many things he could do to make his point clear. Sighing and beginning to speak aloud, Azure turned to face Damien.


"People are just like walls, you know. A lot of walls are dented, scratched and cracked. There are a few that make themselves perfect though. At least, on the outside. Once you step forward into their walls, they crumble."

He was one of those very walls, wasn't he? Once you entered their room, the walls were disturbing on the inside. Broken, twisted and dark. These walls mattered little to those that were on the outside but deep down, its something everyone has trouble dealing with. Feelings get jumbled in hate, confusion and despair, and once they're actually pushed out... Well, they become twisted and disgusting. Azure was one of those currently, pushing his way out as best as he can, yet only growing more and more dissappointing as he tried. Nevertheless, he continued didn't he? Here stood the Iramasha, before Damien. Pointing out hiw own flaws and requests as he awaited "Trial". He had no right to feel entitled, so he didn't plan to.

"The only death that I would have ever requested was Khala's, and I'm sure you can agree on that. I wasn't myself, but that is no excuse. All I can offer is my apologies. Actions can't be reversed, but a future isn't yet to be found. I can't blame you for your choices, and whatever decisions you make I won't resent. I deserve anything decided by you and your brothers. The Vanguard will always stand beside you, whether you stand by me or not."

Azure's feelings on the Shinigami as a whole were specific and understandable. They were a strong people, just like his Iramasha Clan. But unlike the Iramasha, at least they try to do things for themselves and others at the same time. Recently, the Iramasha have been lackluster in the experience of helping of others. Given that, he had a respect for the Shinigami that he couldn't have for his family. Looking at Damien a final time, he turned back to the wall and downed the rest of his alcohol. The burn is all he could hold on to, to know that he was still there.

Sometimes words had to be harsh in order for people to actually understand them. Placing his cold, pale hands against the wall Azure once more thought of his inner self. Broken, twisted and wanting to be free. The Iramasha wasn't going to get out of this one so easily, but that was again, par for the course. Someone like Azure only ever gotten to situations like this, didn't he? Letting a small smirk form on his lips, he raised his left hand to the hair in a bit of a wave to Damien, speaking aloud again.


"Besides Damien. You Shinigami aren't one of those Perfect Outsides, Destroyed Insides, right? You aren't crumbling. You aren't me. Hahaha."

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Artist:Mumford and sons - Song: Broken Crown - Word Count: 922 -

eventually things would change, the world was being torn apart and things going to hell....they weren't exception ... he just wished it didn't hurt so much when the change came. The state of everything in decay was how they lived for so long the essential needs of freedom and happiness were declining every second month a new threat arose to take its seat in the chair at the head of the table, no man woman or child was free from the wrath of desolation ... but they could find hope ... and so would he.

Alcohol had always been a friend to Damien so long he sought something he never found and it burned away at his heart,the world was such a small place that when everything seemed dark it just was a pit that you landed in ... maybe drowning in that pit was the only way he saw out ... or maybe he never really got out. But he found the light more frustrating than even that dark hole, being here losing those he considered his family was something he couldn't bare go through, watching them lose themselves? was something even worse. and he saw the same pain that lingered like scars in azures eyes but it wasn't those he loved he lost... it was himself.

The man was quite astute the words he stated were guiding sounds trying to profess the idealism and loss. The boy stood tall his weight shifting and wavering, moving and avoiding the sight of the world upon him as he walked to the wall. Damien stood walking to the chair where the boy had now once sat pushing the chair in as he took the empty glass to hand staring at his own reflection in it as Azure talked,doubt fear and self loathing for not doing all he could often encompassed the being of Damien, but right now all he saw when he looked to it was the light... maybe he wasn't to far gone. Azure sought no forgiveness or penance it was simply like the boy was an alone child trying to avoid the stares of hatred, avoid the shift of everything weighted upon him. He'd already lost a bit of what made this boy himself was, what original made up Azure Iramasha

"Walls are meant to be broke though. They crack and fade over time but never fall. the Load it bears is a heavy weight and if it eventually crumbles everything falls..but walls are also made to be fixed not to crumble. Are you alright son?"

His eyes looked up from the glass honestly caring about this mans well being, he saw that azure was strong...but even the strong lost their way sometimes. Everything had been crushing down on Azure Damien knew the way people stared, even before this event taking place. "the mistake of Iceland", the boy who "invaded" and now the monster that destroyed the gotei... why was the world shutting him out. No matter what he did everyone looked at him so harshly like he made a mistake, even when in the right he was wrong? that's a pathetic outlook, he saw no wrong in the man he lead his people with will and determination, he didn't invade and become a butcher but sought freedom and hope...something Damien could relate to.

The man poured his liquor as he spoke the glass he had not for him, simply he sat it there looking t it as he cheerfully let a smile of recompense take his face. It was so long since he had shared a drink with such a boy, he remembered the times he'd drink with wolf, the poems of iriko he listened to in the mans youth ... he missed them, they were his boys even if not by blood they were his family he chose ... he'd been choosing family all his life and watching them disappear was like watching himself be cut so deep, and it hurt.

she definitely has earned it...but ...so have they now. You don't need to have to worry, the world sees you as something your not kid but your not a wall you're you, Azure Iramasha Psycho. Mad man. Philanthropist. Kind soul. I pass no judgment on ya Azure, i don't have the right ...but ya gotta stop judging yourself."

His eyes turned as he finished talking of iriko and wolf red as he wiped his hand over them, tears for sons he could never see again... sad really. His smile still brimmed though, speaking to the boy he didn't come across as the broken man he was right now he was simply ... Damien. The jovial guy making jokes and trying to be more than the nothing he seemed to find himself as. his hand clasped the drink upon the table in to his hand extending it out to the man his gaze becoming a little less joy filled more serious in decent as he spoke.

Want another? you can leave if you like anyone who tries to stop you will be reprimanded you're an ally Azure and i intend to keep it that way, i trust you bud. And you're right ... i'm not you. We aren't perfect though, outside or inside...far from it."






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