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|Subject Post 1Subject: For Ones Own Enjoyment. [Open] Thu Jul 14, 2016 4:40 pm|| |
THE ADVENT OF DESPAIR
“..Liars Aren’t they all? “
In the midst of Indonesia, the muggy heat having descended upon the earth like a plague. A lone girl walking amongst the tree’s strode. Her footsteps hushed, her movement effortless, obviously otherworldly, for her hair blew even without the slightest breeze to stir it. Her marginally dulled golden gaze shifting across the landscape, taking in the vibrance, yet seeing only the depravity, the negligence and the negativity that was present in the world. The world itself to her was even in its most spectacular locations, merely an endless tapestry of grays, without amusement without light anymore. The insanity that had been driven by the need to show despair to all, and the love that had driven her to show compassion to all, both had been brought by different people, people that given one circumstance or another could have maybe once been thought to be precious. Yet those moments had gone and passed, one had driven her down into the depths of despair offering her to it thinking it would save her. The other? Well tried to exalt her with promises of a better future, as if the stained past she carried was irrelevant.
So now she carried on, day by day. Moment by moment moving from one place to the next without much of a care. The world just was without purpose , and she was perpetually cast adrift in the sea of time, And so as she walked she thought about just how her life had become so fucked up, and then eventually began to laugh at her own stupidity. It had become like this because obviously she had let it. It was no one else that could make her do something if she truly didn’t want to do it. Now the only question was. . What did she want now? Did she want to be evil and continue trying to destroy the earth? Or did she want to turn over another leaf and try to help save it? She could try either and just end up right back where she was. . . No she wanted to take a step back from all that stuff and take an easier path where it was more damned if you do damned if you dont. She wanted a place where she didn’t have to be good, and she didn’t have to be bad. She merely wanted to be herself, She wanted to fight because she felt like it, she wanted to have time to truly figure out just who she was, rather than being pushed here, or pushed there by others.
How did she want to start that? Pondering, she decided she would have some fun of her own, mindless fun be it destroying something or be it because she wanted to cause despair. There was no need to constrain herself to what someone else wanted of her. Just because someone wanted her to devote herself to despair, or because someone wanted her to have hope. What was the point~! There was no reason to force herself to listen to this or that. She merely wanted to enjoy herself to the fullest and because of that? As her energy soared she could feel her body glowing with elation. The veil of raw energy she gave off blasting the clouds back and then causing the sky itself to change, clouds converging after being blown apart with the beginnings of a huge thunderstorm taking place while the advent of despair threw her hands out and roared across the landscape, her voice amplified through energy manipulation, amplified many thousands of times over until it could easily stretch across the indonesian countryside. “..IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WANTS TO RUMBLE? IF NO ONE ANSWERS . . . I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BLOW THIS COUNTRY TO BITS~ After all . .thats part of the fun. Afforded to the winner.”
Her words finished while she wouldn’t begin destroying anything just yet. Given that was part of the fun!~ If she had enough to sate herself then she might as well simply go away and leave the damned place well enough alone. . . However if she hadn’t had her fill? She’d simply leave Indonesia in a crater and then move along her way, as right now she wasn’t here for any one person, or for any one objective. For once? She was merely acting upon her own interests and trying to rediscover that spark inside herself that had been lost somehow a little while ago.~.