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Subject Post 1PostSubject: What's my purpose   Sun Aug 27, 2017 5:22 pm

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It was a great day too go into the beautiful country known as the United States it had everything to offer well almost everything, the us did have plenty of memorable monuments and beautiful works of art but they certainly wasn't better than the ones back home. But she will say the forests here are pretty decent to say the least, gives her plenty of time to think about her future and what her newfound powers will bring...chaos or something more?

Ritsuko was wearing a small bun on her head which consisting of a uniform with brown dress shoes and finally long black stockings to complete the outfit.

Ritsuko could feel her shoes come in contact with the grass as each step felt like she was she could see the bees and other insects running away to their homes or finding another flower to pollinate. She decided to carry a small brown backpack with a small variety of buttons each having something relating to her interest. Some buttons contained flags of various countries to the more simple arts and crafts and a few foods.

She decided to sit down an underneath a tree allowing the shade to cool her down while also keeping herself hidden but not completely,

But who in their right mind would go into a forest anyway? Especially to someone who could transform into a spellcaster




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[Trees whistled in the wind, their branches swayed soothingly to the gentle push of nature's caress. Their pollen spread from their buds, giving the air a fragrant and calming aroma. Above them, the borrowed radiance of our Moon burned brightly; illuminating all in it's mystical splendor while it kept us awe in it's texture surface. The night was thick, and the moon was full.

In this forest, one would almost find it eerie at night as shadows grew long, and nocturnal critters roamed free; Despite this, it was a calming, silent existence to those who had half of a mind to check. Trees could spand in either direction for miles, but this focused on just the trail that split them right down the middle, a place to walk in the maze of fauna.-]



Ah! It was a glorious night to be alive! She thought. A wonderful view of such grateful displays of nature! She thought. Looking out upon her perch in a tree, she had vaguely wondered what it was that brought her here, to this place. Sure, she frequented the US, basked in various monumental glories -such as the rocky mountains- Today, she just wanted to view something a little more taken for granted, something a little more normal.

Something that reminded her of home.

When the cool breeze wafted against her face, she let out a sight of relief. It was such a great feeling to experience nature in it's splendor. Among the other things roiling around in her head, the voices that plagued her void of rhyme or reason, her broken hand at the Blood Queen, Ashlei. This was a small piece of solace, something that she felt she needed.

Tracing her good hand over her other one, gently and carefully tending to it, she still found herself wincing at the dull, throbbing pain it exuded. Her demon traits demanded her wounds heal quickly, but this one was taking much longer than average -and for good reason-, had she not had a demon's increased healing potential, her hand may have been irreparably destroyed. She still felt the rush of the blood to her head, the intoxicating notion of fear that settled in, the whip of air as a foot had moved faster than she'd ever seen before.

Ah... The feeling, she had fallen into it again, just now. That terrible feeling of helplessness, of vulnerability. It was such a terrible, awful feeling that ate away at her. Grinding away at her already twisted sense of self-worth. She struggled, as would anyone perhaps, to find a purpose, to understand more about themselves than before. It's why she had thought that perhaps the loss of her humanity could help her deal with it all.

Crunch, crunch, crunch

Ah but wait! Now was not the time to fall into further self loathing, for she was hearing the footsteps of another person, they were coming closer and closer. Judging by their sound and weight, Ceal had to judge that it was non other than a girl. As a glint of red shown in her eyes, she looked out upon the night, finally finding her target with relative ease; her heightened sense of sight in dark placed coming largely in handy for times like these.

Ohhh.. and she's cute, too? Hah! Nice! I should go meet her! She looks like more than just a mere mook. The girl thought to herself, deciding to hide her swollen and purple hand in a glove for the time being.

The same girl who was in question decided to take a break at the very tree Ceal was perched in. Convenient if you asked her, truly. Ceal was excited now, totally pumped and ready to meet a new person. She'd been cooped up in the palace for so long, so very, very long. It was great to stop being lazy and get out, meet people. Creep people out, all the great things in life people live for, of course.

Hopping down from the branch, landing too softly on the ground close to the girl, but not too close. Still, such a soft landing seemed otherworldly, unusual, as if the girl didn't weigh hardly anything at all. In reality though, she had just used a bit of demon magic to make her fall as soft as possible.

After that, Ceal turned, brushing herself off and beaming at the girl. As always, Ceal was an awkward quirky failure of a person when it came to talking to people for the first time, always coming off as weird. She wore a black lolita half-dress that looked easy to move in, perhaps combat ready? Complete with calf length boots, a skirt that only spanned one side of her waist, and a blouse that ended with a long-sleeved cuffs; the entire spectacle might be really beautiful, or really gothic depending on who you ask.

”Ello there, sweetie. It's not that often I come across people in the thick of the forest at night,” She said, her voice light but playful. Indeed it was true, however, that she was not used to this. She always found people in the barren stretch of the wastelands, odd as that sounds.


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Subject Post 3PostSubject: Re: What's my purpose   Mon Aug 28, 2017 4:38 pm

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The vast, seemingly empty, space was filled with glittering, diamond-like stars. Ritsuko had never noticed how lovely the night sky was. Each twinkling star seemed to be in it’s proper place, filling empty spaces. Shadowy, ribbon-like clouds were flowing around the full moon. “Even the moon is beautiful. Ritsuko whispered to herself. Each crater on it’s bright face was visible. The moon, the stars, the streaming clouds, everything glowed with it’s own ominous light. Everything was perfect.

Until a woman appeared from a tree walking towards her. Ritsuko eyed her up and down getting a good look at her outfit and her introduction. The woman was an average build similar to that of a young woman, with an outfit choice that Ritsuko could only describe as "interesting" too say the least. For starters she wore boots that were up to her calves and wore a gothic attire on-top of that for what reason she might be wearing this at night she may never know but she did have nice hair.

The time of her voice was innocent enough, she had a very cheery and up-beat attitude and was tone of voice was actually kinda nice, like a playful little child.

Ritsuko introduced herself with a lovely smile on her face and a wave of interest flowed throughout her mind pondering as to what girl had to offer.


And It's not every day I get to see someone with a great fashion choice. she chuckled before introducing herself to the stranger

"The name's Ritsuko by the way what's yours?



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Subject Post 4PostSubject: Re: What's my purpose   Mon Aug 28, 2017 5:52 pm



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Having gotten a closer look at the girl in the moonlight, she decided that this girl -Ritsuko- was actually much cuter than originally thought. Idly, she felt herself sighing a little bit, fawning over those luscious looks. Her smile looked to be almost one of desire, the whole gesture perhaps a little bit pre-obsessive. With a start, Ceal jerked herself out of it, nervously laughing, like she was thinking about something wholly embarrassing.

”Oh, Ritsuko? What a cute name. It sounds japanese though. Are you from Japan? Oh! What if I called you Ritsu-chan? Would that be too much? ...Ah! And thank you, this dress is normally what I wear, or close to it. Fashion sense in the demon world is weird like that. Heh heh..” She said, her voice still the regular playful tone it has been, if a bit nervous there at the end, spoiling precious information in her jittery quirkiness.

Still, while scratching the back of her head in a nervous gesture, she looked down at the girl when she thought she wasn't looking, a slight red glint in the girl's emerald eyes. There was something... off about this girl, something.. peculiar. She smelled like something- actually she smelled like a lot of things. But two of them turned her nose up more than any other. They were mixed together and it felt odd, inherently wrong somehow. She just, couldn't put her finger on it. Gah! It would bother her all night if she didn't figure this out.

She was perhaps staring at the girl critically for just a little bit too long than what was socially normal, maybe making things a bit more awkward than before. ”Ah... sorry. I have yet to introduce myself. I am Ceal,” She replied back to her, finally giving her name, but her tone of voice sounding rather different. It sounded flat, choppy. Something you say in passing without any emotion attached to it. Would Ritsuko pick up on this small change in tone? Or would she pass it off as her own imagination, this stark difference between playful Ceal, and a Ceal who had a budding itch for murderous intent towards a certain person? Ceal wondered.

Finally, she looked away from the girl, instead focusing on something else into the distance, idly biting at her finger. Little did she know she was biting it hard enough to draw blood, only noticing once she tasted the maddening iron flavor of her own life force.

...What will you do, weak one?

Again that voice spoke to her, antagonizing her, angering her. Why was she so quick to anger these days? She'd never been this way before, ever.



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Ritsuko liked this girl she had a lot of charisma attitude and was a nervous wreck just like her when she was young. After being introduced to the female now known as Ceal, Ritsuko couldn't help but resist the urge too make a stupid pun...but what pun should she use?

The best room in the house is the Ceal-ing or the Ceal of approval joke? Nah that probably wouldn't work as Ritsuko had so many possibilities coming to her head but she decided it'd be best to just keep those ridiculous puns in the back of her mind, after all it probably would be more cringy rather than hilarious if she said it out loud.


The girl was very intrigued as to where she originated from, judging by the name one would assume she was a native-born citizen in japan however it was false as she was born in Russia during the Cold War. But she'll allow Ceal to call
her whatever name she pleases, after all she's gotten plenty of nicknames from people such as Ritty from Mirja, Rits from Toshiko and others.

"No that's fine you can call me Ritsu-chan I enjoy having a lot of nicknames.

The shift in ceal's voice was strange but not intimidating I've noticed that your voice suddenly changed tone, like you have some sort of thing inside...am i correct?" she asked nonchalantly.

Ritsuko didn't want Ceal to feel discouraged or anything or feel that her demonic presence would scare her away.


Don't worry Ceal, I'm part demon so you don't have to worry..well half demon that is hehehe she then showed Ceal her keyhole shaped seal that the great Inami have her.

One could ask how would Ceal react to this seal of her's would she be saddened, agitated, distrought?
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”Oh? You're not from Japanese? Oh well, that's too bad I guess. But Russia is fine too right?! I have always wanted to visit there, Mongolia too. Such lands I feel hold magical properties, being as vast as they are. Ah.. but for now, I guess I'm just hangin' out in a random forest! Heheh, totally not weird,” She said, a tone insinuating that it was actually, indeed, weird.

Ceal looked heavily upon the girl when she seemed to be pondering very heavily on something. She had just told her name and suddenly the girl was lost in thought, thinking up some scheme Ceal could only wonder what lay behind that noggin of hers.

Absently, Ceal rose up to something that was placed around her neck. In idle fidgeting, it was something she played with a lot; a collar. Originally placed on her by Mana, she could not take it off, nor modify it in any way. It was a signet of her ownership, though Ceal would be wholly embarrassed to actually admit this to anyone, although, it did look cute enough, if maybe just a bit weird.

A flicker in her eyes as she responded, Ceal seemingly back to her former self, for the moment at least. ”...Oh, that is just great then. I think I really will call you Ritsu-chan! It sounds wonderful, doesn't it, doesn't it?' She said, her voice full of profound glee, a reaction from her seal making something seem far more amusing that it really was.

However, with another flicker, that glint was back in her eye now. The red glistening behind the moon light. She seemed, upset? Mad perhaps? Maybe it was more of a melancholic feeling than anything. She asked the girl in a not-so-nonchalant way if Ceal had sensed something inside of her. Well, frankly the answer to that was yes, but Ceal bit her lip, deliberately not speaking up and averting her gaze from the girl. She brought one of her hands around to hold onto her other arm, a clear sign that she was nervous, but this time, about a much darker subject.

But it was no use, of course. Ceal looked. She looked anyway even though she already knew.

This girl, she had the same seal as her. She had the Seal of Eris. It wsa a cursed mark that gifted it's user incredible power, at the cost of their sanity. It was a fabled Seal of old days, pretty much guaranteeing something become a complete lunatic under it's influence. It was among the first that gave rise to insanity, that we all medically call now: Psychosis.

Indeed, one could argue that the source of all humanities insanity comes from the goddess Eris herself, and that had she not existed. People would never suffer from being plagued at the mind, touched in the head, or slower of a learner than others.

”Oh... Oh you poor girl, what have you done?” She said, looking at the girl's seal with a a complex expression. She seemed... upset, concerned, maybe even a bit of disappointment and irritation. She spoke in a low mumble. It was more to herself than to Ritsuko, thinking aloud her concerns. In many ways this girl revealed to her that she was more like her than she'd originally could have guessed. Not that it made it any better for her. She knew how she was suffering, she knew how much agony she was in when the maddening influence tormented her mind.

”Do you know what this means? That seal, it's more like a curse than anything. It magically links you to Our Queen directly, feeding to you it's madness, it's insanity. For what reason could you feel so light about this? What you've done is...” She continued to tell her, the serious side of her demeanor showing more prevalence in this comment than before. She was unable to finish her sentence, instead looking away from her, grasping at her chest with an idle, nervous hand.



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Subject Post 7PostSubject: Re: What's my purpose   Thu Aug 31, 2017 12:17 pm

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Ritsuko watched as Ceal showed her something around her neck, was it a spiked collar used by local teens going through a phase or rather a collar you latch onto an animal to keep them in place? Well the collar did look beautiful to say the least however she didn't want to get into the details of where exactly she received the collar from or why she has it on.
”Yes Ritsu-chan is pretty amazing, would you like a nickname as well? Unless you don’t want one of course” she asked. However the fun immediately came to an end as something peculiar came from ceal’s eye it was only for a moment but she could don't just see the red light flicker, she heard it too. It crackled, or perhaps it’s more of a buzz. There's more important matters going on right now and judging by Ceal's overall body language something was definitely worrying her from the way her muscles tensed up, the clenching of her arms, and the look of utter distraught was she worried about her wellbeing?

Ceal was right though, normally people who received the seal would be utterly shaken and driven to the point of insanity once the seal has time to develop and corrupt the person's mind. However Ritsuko wasn't like that at all, she had alot of heart and determination within herself whenever she's presented with a problem she'll do whatever means necessary to solve it.
Ritsuko then took a deep breath before explaining to ceal as to why she's so nonchalant about the whole ordeal.

Look ceal, I’ve been told by many that the seal does influence the user to become more madden and irritable, however ever since I received it from Inami this seal not only allowed me to access powers I've never would've dreamed of. But gives me time to show people that even heroes with the seal can control it with proper willpower and motivation.



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Dropping her hand from her collar, Ceal looked at the girl harshly. All pretense and outward appearances of her jolly side were all but gone. She was in a rather serious mode now, especially since Ritsuko brought up the seal in such light-hearted, nonchalant behavior. She frowned at her, her visage both disapproving and concerned, albeit slightly.

”...No, no that's alright. I don't need nor want a nickname,” She said, her voice far more flat than she originally intended it to be, sounding frank, emotionless, or just flat out rude. She didn't mean it of course, but was having a moment with herself at the situation she was in at the moment.

She looked at the girl hard. Trying to see something about her that was seemingly extraordinary. She was even able to discern the other smell that was mixed with the taint of the seal of eris on her body as well. She knew that smell very well, so much so she was mentally facepalming she didn't sense it before. It was that wolf: Mirja. Time and again they have had interactions together. Her, Ceal, and Arianda, all three of them had something of a hsitory. It wasn't a thick between Ceal and Mirja, but there have been some moments Ceal was not proud to relive. The feeling of vulnerability. The feeling of helplessness, and the weakness that came from her rather unique demonic traits. Mirja had abused that, taken advantage of not only that but Ceal's trust in her too.

Even though thinking of that irritated her, upset her greatly, she willed it away from her mind, instead looking at the girl. Ceal's eyes narrowed with another complex expression. As Ritusko spoke, the nonsense only became worse and worse as the darker side of Ceal violently flared up from within her. With it, her power also decided to manifest itself. It wasn't visible at first, just a feeling of intense static, an excited air permeated from Ceal's body. Clothes could cling to flesh, hairs could stand on end, finger tips numb. When ritsuko was finally done, Ceal replied.

”To be honest, this is not something you should be told,” She said, her words dark and laced with venom. ”You should already be feeling it. Do you know what this is? It is a direct link to the very goddess of calamity” She said, looking down on where the one she has was placed, the small of her stomach. It's pink-purplish glow rather visible through her shirt now as it's energy began to flow into herself, the madness of it's power picking at the edges of Ceal's mind. She had to fight back that tinge of insanity, that feeling of wanting to laugh uncontrollably, to defile everything in site, spout profanities and break things. The seal assaulted her with these contingent thoughts, these feeling she knew were never her own, never a path she would have taken otherwise.

”What do you have that you think makes you special, immune to the negative effects this seal is proven to have, huh?” Ceal continued on, her anger blowing up in a fit of self-created rage. It doubled up on itself, fueling itself as she took a step forward. With that step, visible tendrils of black lightning could be seen emanating from her foot, sparking and crackling upwards, coiling violently around it's master. Ceal's frown became more prevalent as she closed the distance between her an the Quincy. ”There is no escape from this madness. You think you got some form of incorruptible willpower? You think you have what it takes to control, to conquer something this big above yourself?!” The vemon continued, the insults only grew in ferocity. Now that she was a mere 6 inches from the girl, her hand smashed into the tree with such force that her clawed hand drove into it's bark, into it's base with a sickening crunch.

Her face nearly completely contorted in anger, the one visible eye Ceal had that shown past her bangs was completely red. Her fanged teeth grinding together as she nearly looked like an entirely different person, sounded like an entirely different person. It was the budding of a monster, a newborn unable to control their power, control their emotions or there own destructive tendencies.

”Just look at me!” She nearly screamed, straining herself to hold back. Her body was trembling now with a complex set of anger, self-regret, resignation, loathing. ”I... can't control this. I... do everything I can to simply avoid murdering someone. I do everything in my power to resist the urge to lose my mind.” She said, her voice cracking from straining herself not to scream, her tainted electricity violently arcing off from her body, narrowing avoiding the quincy in some cases. ”If this is not what you want. Then you better find someone who can remove it. For me.. it's too late, it's too late to back now. I'm so far in too deep. You.. still have a chance, if this isn't what you wanted then your time is limited. Using this seal for good? That's.. well, that's just fucking HILARIOUS. This is the very embodiment of evil. I realized far too late, my perspective on what is good and bad is already destroyed. I don't even know left from right anymore.”

Still only inches from her, Ceal's hand still buried into the trunk right next to the Quincy's head she continued to look into her eyes with the one that was visible. The darkness of the woods playing interesting tricks with shadows and lighting on her face, making it seem even more menacing than it already was.

"And believe me when I say this. ...It's tempting, it's so very tempting to want to lose my mind. The insanity calls to me, everywhere I go, everything I do. Sleeping or awake. It calls to me, It breaks my resistance down until I crumble in a mess of the person I used to be. In those moments the only soothing I get is from it's sickening call, it's incessant harrying, day after day! It's so disburbingly lovely in those times. I want to give into it, I... really want to give into it. But There is one thing, just one thing that keeps me from imploding and self destructing," She finished, finally saying with a forced smile, one that looked like it was hurting her face, her teeth still grinding as she talked through them.





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Ritsuko looked in dismay as Ceal's hand smashing into the tree and gripping it with such force that ritsuko flinched for a second
she never realized how much damage this seal could do to a person like ceal, this made her wonder what she was like before this seal even began, was she genuine and nice? who knows

She watched as she began her transformation her eye completely red, her teeth changing to fangs as they began grinding against one another this wasn't the sweet carefree lovable individual she met but was something different like a monster she tried to resist releasing onto the world.

Ritsuko listened as Ceal covered every single detail of what the seal does to her physically,mentally, and most importantly psychologically she was right though she wasn't special or anything when it came to controlling the seal..

About being able to control it maybe one day she'll wake up wanting to hurt or even worse kill those she's sworn to protect and therefore love. She recalled Toshiko saying that she lost a friend herself to the seal and how that made her absolutely devastated beyond belief...her depression was worsening until she met her the only thing that kept her sane and alive once again.

A surge of electricity began as Ceal ran back in forth making sure not to hit her in the process, listening to her voice almost be on the verge of cracking but Ritsuko just stood there not saying a single word...

Only inches from her fce still holding the trunk inside the tree just staring at her...waiting for a response

She could see the look in her eyes as Ceal tried to make a smile, but it wasn't a smile of joy or happiness but rather forced and regretful. Obviously she didn't want her to suffer the same fate she had and knowing this ritsuko did the one thing she could do.

Without warning she just walked up to ceal and giving her a hug...with tears streaming down her cheeks "I-i didn't know how horrible it was..

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Subject Post 10PostSubject: Re: What's my purpose   Sat Sep 09, 2017 4:42 pm



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Even as this rage still flowed through her, even as she keenly watched the changes in Ritusko's face, Ceal was still keenly aware of where she was, what she was doing. Ceal didn't want to act like this, she didn't want to feel like this at all! No, this was something that she couldn't help, even though she wanted to. Any other day, or any other time, back when Ceal didn't have this seal? She'd never in a million years behave in such a ferocious manner. She wouldn't ever have done it then, but now, it felt far too right for her. It felt good; to be angry, to lose her mind.

Ritsuko flinched at her hand. That was nice, it showed the kind of emotion she wanted to get out of her. To savor it, to bask in more of that ever so small taste of dismay, or disdain or whatever it might have been. She resisted the urge to grin, to smile so wide that her face would break! She wanted her to know the true feeling of the cursed seal she bore, the true face of evil, of madness, of all the things in between.

After her speech, her screams at the girl, Ceal found herself huffing. It was a heavy breathing that sounded nearly like a beast, her chest rising and falling with each sharply deeply breath she took. Still, the monster felt that her point had been driven home. All the while still staring at Ritsuko in the eyes, scrutinizing everything about her, she pulled her clawed hand from the tree with a jerk. With just one step back, she rose her hand and looked at it. Nails that stretched into claws, blackened skin on her hand and forearm where the seal kept it from being harmed. The faint purple energy coiling around it as it did her whole body. Her other hand did not look like this, but of course Ceal didn't want that one to. She willed the Seal to make this one stronger so when she struck, she couldn't hurt herself.

Looking from her hand, back to Ritsuko, she spoke again. ”But I never said it didn't give power. If you want it at any cost, you would get it. You would spend your sanity for power. That's how it is,” Ceal's voice was soft, but flat. The furious tempest of anger was quickly burning out as she was left with nothing. Even her face, stoned and emotionless as it was, bore only a slight hint of melancholy. Ceal was over it, but would Ritsuko be? What did she have planned for her future?

Maybe, their fates would be tied together. Maybe Ceal would not feel so alone with this feeling. Ceal ached for that, but she would convince herself over and over again that it was undeserved. She knew all too well that it was too late for her, she even told Ritsuko that, too.

The darkness in Ceal was immediately strongly considering this, dark Ceal was wanting, demanding that this girl be part of her, in some way. It was a carnal hunger that arose within her so quickly and so abruptly that it took her completely by surprise. She only had a moment to consider this as Ritsuko got up, and quickly closed the distance between the two of them and hug Ceal, tears streaming down her face.

This was... a moment, to say the least.

Ceal didn't even have the time for herself to be shocked over what her mind was thinking about, owning this girl, possessing this girl like Mana did her. Though her face didn't show it, even Ritsuko hugging her was a wombo-combo to her emotions. They made her feel in ways she wanted to lock away, but the darkness also felt too. The selfish tendrils of that sickly black void were agitated, filling Ceal's head with illusions of possible futures, of possible outcomes. Some were thoughtful, others chilling, and some were outright horrifying.

There were many thoughts going through Ceal's mind right then, but instead she shook her head, as if trying to shake off the thoughts physicallly and simply let Ritsu-chan hug her.





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