christ, it's hard to tell. I'm a general mix of several people.. let's see if we can navigate this list, a'ight? there's a long story behind each of them, and well.. let's just say that I have a lot of investments.
For a long story short, any character I make has an investment from me : but when I join a site, here's my primary FCs that I look for, along with others that I identify with otherwise. Be warned, there's a lot of personal stuff involved in here, if you're gonna read this to use against me later, step away now.
-- DEIDARA --
Actually, he's how I got through highschool. Why? Because I was sitting in the school bus one day, and a friend I had known in primary school, but we seperated due to her father being.. well. just leave it at that. Either way, she was on my bus, and everyone was calling her kiba. One of her friends was Akamaru : and that friend's cousin was Hinata. Curious, since I was into the anime >it had started airing really recently on YTV< I asked who I would be. Took them the whole bus ride, but after playing with my hair, wrenching some of it >ow to my scalp, it was fucking painful.< I ended up having the Deidara ponytail, and the flip over the eye. It was a bit shorter, but it worked. So I was declared Deidara, and my first question was kinda funny. >who's that?< so I googled it. Needless to say, I wasn't too happy at first. But then I read more into him >artist, explosions, and a catch phrase that I could use. Plus his eye.< and it just clicked. Of course! And from that day on, to that group of friends, I became Deidara, or more commonly known, Dei-chan. >actually, he was one of the main reasons I went to my first english rp site : because the person rping him was really good, and I wanted to meet Deidara IC.< And well.. I found someone who looks eerily like Sasori. And she's my best-friend. Even though right now she's hanging out with someone I really dislike, I still love her. But it hurts and - urg sorry. I get passionated about my Danna, un. Sorry Sorry.
But yeah. XD
-- SABER --
Surprise? Saber was actually my first fc. Ever. Well, in english roleplaying : she was the first FC that I stumbled upon for a character of mine, whom shares her name with well, the latest incarnation of that character. Meimu Kei was my first english character : mind you she was a naruto character, she was proudly from sunagakure no Sato. Secondly, she was one of the few people on the site with sand powers. Thirdly.. well, the picture above explains to you how much I loved saber. That picture DEFINES Meimu in such a way, that I can't get rid of it. Also.. Saber is a part of me. mind you, I never saw FSN or read the VN at this point, hell I didn't watch all of FSN until this last year or so. rofl. But the poses that the artist draw Saber in : and all the different pictures.. well. They spoke to me then and still do now : I still look at the pictures I've gathered, and I still feel like I identify with them, beyond the scope of my character, or her set attitude. Those big blue eyes, which I have : the blonde hair, which I'm dirty blonde, turning brown >need more sun dammit< and the fact that I can pull off that hairstyle with only a bit of effort >braid and loop it< and more so considering my fondness for medival armor but not the full of t, and - yeah I could go on forever. rofl.
-- LUKA --
I.. luka. Luka, luka luka! To say that I love luka is underestimated *stares jealously at Kyle* but that doesn't matter. She's actually the FIRST face claim I check for : because I know vocaloids are popular, so I want to make SURE she's free. It usually determines if I stay or go. In most cases. Luka is close to my heart as one can be. Her songs hit me hard : and I love.. hrng. Let's just say I listened to Wash my Blood for 4 months straight. Nothing else. Just that. And that was just the start... then I got Psycopath. Fuck. That song. Anyways.. yeah I'm too speechless, and my heart is pounding so hard it's about to burst. I just.. luka. >.< CAN'T REALLY SPLAIN THIS ONE RAWR.
-- RENA --
Now I can see everyone breathe and go : that's more normal. XD Yes! Rena was my first introduction into well, the creepy and the weird. Anime-wise that is : I was lapping up steven king books before I even was out of primary school. Boom for reading advanced shit in 5th grade. xD Now back to the point : Rena is basically me in a secondary nutshell. Haun ~ cute stuff ~ and you're lying to me psycho face : even she's not yandere but yangire, quiet. My boyfriend is a lot like Keiichi, so... we're RenaxKeiichi. XD Other then that, it's pretty much she's me. And I have her hair/eye color : so if I cut my bangs right, I could look like her. Every day. That's how close we are. I can't write as big a paragraph, because the connection is.. just too deep to elaborate. I am Rena and she is Me. XDSABER IN RENA OUTFIT NRG.
-- YUNO --
Aw shit son, I bet y'all saw this one comin'. I don't need to say much : y'all know what this chika's look means. ;D
-- PINKAMENA --
Okay, I.. don't like motherfucking kid cartoons. Fuck, I only watch MLP 'cuz I was buzzed out the ass - sonic screwdrivers ftw. That drink from Doctor Who : deliciou- okay off track. But Pinkie Pie = me in a second nutshell. ALONG WITH CUPCAKES. DEAR GOD THAT WAS GASMIC. 'cept I can write better. Like dammit. Can't even speak. JUST NRG.
Yup. Mentions that I will not elaborate on is Dilandau from Escaflowne. That's TOO personal. Saya from Saya no Uta, Enma from Hellgirl, Lilium from the flash by Emi Greneby and Shiki from Togainu no Chi are also honorable mentions. Along with almost all the vocaloids.. xD And definitely Ignis from Jinkai Makyo. Yeah.. a lot. ^.^; YES I KNOW I OWN MOST OF THESE FCS. XD SHUSH.