Tired Of This. [Activity Drop + Drained]

I was already feeling kind of dead during the summer when it came to just getting on the xat, trying to stay active and just doing staff work in general. Now that school and work is beginning to pick up for me, just these past few days alone have made me realized that I'm going to start feeling heavily drained like this period last year for me. I'm unsure how I'll be able to conduct myself in order to avoid what happened during Fall/Winter last year, but I'll figure out.

Though, if experience tells me right, I believe in the coming days or weeks you'll start seeing me less and less in the xat because I'll simply be too busy to bother coming in, too exhausted to get on or I just don't want to do anything altogether as I've just been feeling heavily detached from everyone, immensely disconnected from people in general and I'm unsure what I'm going to be doing with myself. Nothing really seems to make anything worth it and there too many internal problems and external problems arising at the same time. So, for now, I'll just leave this temporary leave up so people know what to expect from me.

Til' then, try to take it easy I suppose.

Your not the only one. Everyone feels this at certain points including myself so I know where your coming from. Get real life events, problems and activities out of the way first because those are more important.

On the detached from the rest of us note, everyone has began to fall away in some methods. Kyle, me, Aivee, blade. Were all feeling 'something' in our own special ways and they all lead up to detachment. Were are all human after all.

get the tiring things out of the way and make room for the shit you enjoy. That is my advice to everyone because that is what I am doing. Work, school life, family and friends all take a place in our hearts and daily lives and we cannot blame people for going to do those things.

Eventually, you will come back feeling stronger.