Well Im not sure how i want to start this thing but ill just write what I want to say. Besides communicating with me I want to use this thing whenever im having issues on site. You all know i have the emotional sanity of a 3 year old sometimes any single thing setting me off. Lately for some reason i have just been feeling like a wreck on site, i feel like im just a shadow that people just glaze over and forget that is there, like when i ask for help no one responds to it, when i ask for advice no one gives it, i know people are busy bu,t what gives, sometimes i just feel ignored just because of who I am, I know im not the brightest bulb in the box but sometimes i just feel like im not getting my share of the respect pie. I know that people are not going to take these things well whenever i write something like this but im just speaking my mind. People have told me that doing it here would be better than bringing to the xat so I hope that people actually read this when i put it up for people to look at it and respond. Please forgive the harsh things i might say somedays.