Going to clear my head.. help..

I realize I'm addicted to the net, and I've recently gotten in trouble with you all over some patience problems. They stem from my brother, verbally abusing my mother and I can't do anything. I'm exhausted all the time and he was supposed to go to rehab and he didn't. MY mom won't kick him out either. I really don't know what to do. I'm really super sorry for the touble, and I hope you understand my ban request is to give you a break, and for me to sort some things out.

I don't care what it takes, I'm convincing her to kick him out. He's a heorwin addict and he's on probation. He's GOING TO GO to prison if he doesn't get serious help in secret. Its so stressful, because I know I won't see him for years if that happens. I'm scared and I don't know what to do anymore. I have people harassing me on xat, I have all of you just joking with me and I'm so stressed I can't do anything but attack for it.

I need to have time for this. I got a call back about a job offer and if this keeps up, and I have to deal with this crap everyday, I'm going to loose that job so fast. I have great trouble dealing with people i the slightest manner when stressed. Blank, I'm sorry for jumping you like that over my issue with Carter. Chao, I'm so sorry I jumped you for not wanting to help me with my character right on the spot. I'm sorry to all of you that you've had to put up with this. I come here to escape. I use the internet to get away. Put in my headphones and get away. But I still don't get away. I really don't know what to do

Please understand these are not excuses for my actions. Someone at my age should have better control. However, to say I was raised at all would be a lie. I don't expect you to care, or anything similar. Please, just help me this once. I need three days. If it isn't a ban, I'll probably come back before my head is clear. Please. 72 hours.

I'm sorry Nitro :/ If ya need stuff we are here, so just feel free to come back when you feel up to it! Take some time clear your head get ir done and we'll be here when you get back!

This is now an extended leave. I really don't know if I'll be back. This constant screaming and yelling? Constant threats on the internet for saying no to people? I'm going to try to get a new router, and I'll probably either convince my mom to kick him out or I'll call his probation officer. I'm done being crushed. This may be temporary. It may be extended. I don't know.

I'm officially back, and hopefully my brother will leave within the week.