THE BASICS OF ADAM
Adam was the name that each of his parents gave him. It isn't known to him that he has another last name other than that. And, to be frank, Adam doesn't really care. In fact, he's even gone as far as to refer to his last name as "Eve". This is because his parents wanted to bless their child to be a pioneering force in humanity to spread love and happiness; so it would make since to him that the essence of humanity's nurturing in femininity would be held within his essence through this last name. As they complete each other, create a full human and reflects his embodiment of human progression. » Titles:
At the moment, the only alias that Adam has is either Ada or Eve. These are constructs of personalities that he has woven into himself and allowed to blossom within himself. So, it is not uncommon for him to sometimes to operate under these names if he meets someone for the first time, is on a mission or is trying to avoid having his true personality surface. » Race:
Chi Human» Age:
Adam was born October 23rd, 2144. This makes him 272 (as of 4-22-2417) and aligns his birth with the supposed study which pin-pointed the creation of Adam on October 23, 4004 BC at 9:00 am. This is designed to further symbolize his connection to the lore of the first human: Adam. And it is why each of his parnets believed he was destined for something grand when it came to taking humanity beyond what they already were after his birth. » Gender:
Adam is 100% male. Even if the narrative in his writing can refer to "she" or "her", he is 100% biologically male. And Adam is quite aware of this, but he allows for his "Eve" persona to refer to herself as she sees fit. » Affiliation/Rank:
As of now, Adam is affiliated with the Monsuta. » Frequent Locations:
Adam can primarily be found on almost any location on earth based on where his whims, missions and pursuits lead him. He has no set home, no where he resides for a long time and is always moving from place to place because he cannot find anything to hold him to one thing. So, on that logic, it is even not uncommon to find him venturing through other realms. As, he is often interested in learning more about the vast multi-verse which exist outside of earth and incorporating this knowledge to further his own goals. » Appearance Written: Adam
Adam is a short haired Caucasian male with oak colored hair and stands at around five foot eight. While he often has a pale complexion to his skin, it is not uncommon for him to use his chi to otherwise darken it or enhance the hue of it. The same can be applied to his hair as well with how he can adjust his appearance. It can be shorter, longer, dim or brighten in it's length and color. Even his height can be adjusted within a spectrum of 6'3 to 4'3 [though he traditionally keeps it at his natural height of 5'7] However, one thing that often doesn't change is his eye color. Adam has blood eyes which are often prominent in most of his appearances.
With that said, he is often a fan for wearing anything earthly in colors. The attire that he wears is often mixed in hues of green, gold and brown because he feels those are natural colors associated with mother earth. Adam is also known to always carry two heart shaped necklace's with him at all times under his shirt. These hold sentimental value to him and he keeps them close to his heart to keep fueling the effects they possess. (scroll down to Heart of Humanity). Ada
Seth is in reference to one of the personalities that Adam crafted for himself. This is his more passive side and is often more androgynous than even his true self. The skin on Adam when he switches to his Seth personality often becomes silky smooth, tender and soft with a rich milk glow to it. However, as stated previously, it is possible for him to alter it and it's not uncommon for it to become tanned or even somewhat yellow in various instances. And, while Seth's hair can be short, it is often much longer to further embed that sense of androgyny in his being. As he is a cross between Adam's personality and Eve's femininity. A grey area in between. Hence, from this ambiguity, the eyes of Seth are often a pale gray. Eve
This is where things get more noticeable. As Adam has varied states of aesthetic for Eve since she is his feminine essence. During most occupations, Eve will always have long hair. And, based on Adam's preference, they often braided into pig tails; but it also isn't unheard of him to simply let his hair down. And, since he cycles through Ada/Eve rapidly, it is not uncommon for Eve's eyes to shift through dark brown, gray/blue and red colors to represent the persona changes that he goes through while within her embrace.
As far as dressings go, Adam is more of a fan of wearing long sleeved shirts that are tight and embrace his feminine body in this state of Eve. Especially since, through his own Chi, Adam is quite capable of enhancing his body to the point of developing fatty tissue in his breast to stimulate the creation of breast tissue as he sees fit. So it's possible for him to make his hips more narrow, waist thinner and bone structure altered to further enhance the appearance of his feminine self.
Regarding attire, Skirts are also always a must as they are a symbol of femininity in his eyes and help to make the aesthetic further embedded within himself. While, on a personal comfort level, anything from thigh-highs to long socks often feels relaxing to him as it just feels right.
» Personality: What are Seth and Eve?Ada/Eve:
THE INNER EGO OF HIS HUMANITY
To be clear, Seth (passive personality) [Sometimes referred to as Ada] or Eve (feminine traits) is not an alternative ego or different personality that lives within Adam. Adam feels that he is consciously aware enough to control Seth and Eve. For him, the mask of Ada and Eve was created because it was a softer and easier version of himself from a time when he was not as vile as the person he was today. So, to a degree, he convinced himself that it really isn't a lie; as there are seeds of truth in the type of person that Ada is and used to be.
However, Adam isn't lacking in self-awareness. So, he is quite aware of the fact that humans can delude themselves into believing whatever they want to believe. Hence, on a level, it almost comforts him to hold on to the last strings of compassion; as he views them as valuable traits of humanity. Since, if it were not for that, he'd be another brainless psychopath in his mind and that isn't his intention in the least bit. So it helps to keep his empathy intact, his understanding of emotions sharp and gives him insight to further peer into the minds of those he interacts to further cultivate his people skills. Warm:
Adam considers Seth to have warmth. This is because Seth is always smiling, always encouraging people, always supporting them and trying to put on the best possible charade of affection and love that it can understand. So much warmth lays within this trait of Seth that Adam almost feels way too comfortable in wanting to let go of this trait. As it seems to comfort him to a significant degree when he feels exhausted from the cut-throat tactics his true essence. And, to a degree, he ponders if THIS is a part of him. He isn't quite sure if this warmth is something he devised of his mind, or if it's fractures of a self that has long since been stamped out from the world. Nurturing:
Adam considers Seth to be nurturing because of the fact that he has a genuine interest in bringing out the potential, evolution, and progress of a person or thing. It's debatable to him if this gives him any type of moral compass or ethical feeling, but he will not lie to himself and state that it does not feel good to empower others with the knowledge he was bestowed through his strife. It's a rather amusing turn of events to watch something so clueless or weak go on to become a monster through the nurturing Ada gives them. In fact, even when he isn't under the mask of Ada, Adam still finds this to be a valuable trait when he is going around as his true personality. So he is still very much confused on if this is a real thing or not within himself. Guiding:
To a great degree, Seth, and by proxy, Adam, likes to guide things. These can be from leading someone down the right path to execute a plan to the best of their ability, or guiding himself towards what he believes is right for himself and his needs. In a sense, there is a map to life and very few are able to construct, view and chart a course for it. With his mind, he deeply believes that he has the capacity to tap into that rare power and guide the world around him towards that based on whatever he finds interest in.
So, to some extent, he finds himself being a prophet and holding true to different meanings of his name (Adam). As in some religious text, Adam was seen as the first prophets; and prophets are always people who able to to deliver newfound knowledge to the people under their care. For Adam and Seth, it merely depends on what intent they plan to use this for. Will it be for good? Will it be for evil? Or will it be for the hell of it? Even Adam himself finds himself questioning his morality as there is much good he feels he has done for humanity through his genius, but at the same time, there are many self-serving acts that he just finds himself utterly deplorable and relishes in this twisted confusion, greed, and desire to help. Sociable:
Adam/Seth considers himself to be a rather sociable person. They've been around enough supernatural beast, humans, machines and everything else in between to know how most people tick mentally. It's not as if they haven't had a few lifetimes to get this mechanic right. So they know how to listen, they understand when to speak and they often do not have a problem with navigating more complex and powerful personalities. As everyone as a needs, it's a matter of adjusting themselves into the right shape to fit into the piece of that person's life. So they shut up, observe and allow themselves to analyze the other person to more than exceed in their ability to socialize and thrive as a person who is there for others. EVECarefree (Eve):
Eve is free. Eve is life. Eve is pure. Eve is right. There are no restrictions on Eve because she is the mother of life. She protects all and frees herself with the bosom nuture and love. So there is nothing to fear while in her loving embrace. Hence, Adam is especially whenever he drags himself into Eve or her traits leak over into his primary personality. There is a sense of powerful happiness that brews within himself when he allows her to take over. Everything will be ok, everything will be alright and he is all that he needs to be with her. Adam & Eve's High Capacity For Love:
While Adam himself does not deserve it for himself or desire it, Eve seems to be a mode of thought that allows for him to grant others the sensation of being loved. As, Eve takes an interest in those who are hurt, isolated, alone and in pain and seeks to embrace them in her apple of love. Yet, unlike Eve's mistake of eating the the forbidden fruit, the fruit which comes from the Eve of Adam's feminity is meant to bring knowledge, comfort, security and a place of belonging in those who wish to partake in consuming his affection, warmth, and love while in this state of being.
As, with this feminine love, it is quite possible to give others purpose, realize their potential and ease the stings of loneliness that can weigh down on a person. Thus, he wants to place the seeds of this love into a person, evolve their heart and use that as fuel to continue progressing the world. While, at the same time, satisfying his feminine halves side to make man feel good, and, in turn, himself feel relaxed by seeing the good his actions are capable of. Even if he is a vile and loathsome person to a great degree. Crossdress To Relax:
There is a high amount of comfort that Adam feels when he is cross-dressed as Eve. The reason for this stems from a perception of love, comfort, vanity and plain feeling pretty. He feels loved because women possess the highest capacity for nurturing in the human race; so he feels a warm glow all throughout his body when he dawns the mask of a woman. While the comfort comes from feeling safe and secured; as if he is hiding behind the skirt of his mother and she is telling him that everything will be alright. Nothing is greater than the feeling of knowing that your mother will protect from any and all hell. While, lastly, the vanity comes from the fact that he holds a high value to his androgynous and considers himself to be rather appealing; whether it be in his masculine or feminine sides.
And from this vain comfort comes a great sense of happiness, thrill, and love that Adam seems capable of when he cross-dresses. As he is open to most things in this state, but it's also one of his deadlier frames of thinking because he is so relaxed. It allows for intricate thought processes to be formed, for his fears to be silenced and to penetrate deeper and deeper into the ego of humanity, the world and all factions and groups he finds himself a part of because the appearance of a woman can pull entire armies into her loving embrace. And it is that power, that love, that comfort and that safety which Adam wishes to take for himself for his pursuits. Feminity:
To a great degree, Adam considers feminity to be a core part of himself when in this form. However, it often leaks even into his true essence and is another cluster of error in his mind that makes him question the borders of himself and who he is. As this feminity brings warmth, love, affection and life into his cold being. It is why he has a fondness for his androgynous nature because it allows him to tear through those borders without so much as a second thought or care. To be touched, and to touch; to give and to receive, it is all a wonderful glow of taking and gives for him in this state. As feminity is the mother of life, the birther of ambition and has the power to lead even the gods of men to be reduced to nothing but putty in her hands.
Therefore, he views this as an important trait to sustain in himself. And, to a great degree, Adam sees the value in both the feminine and masculine traits of the human race. As, if he can sustain this within himself, than he wields the ultimate power of humanity. So he welcomes those to fall into his embrace, to touch his heart and to feel the infinite love of hundreds of thousands of years of human evolution felt in his love. In fact, Adam has even gone as far as to even consider this his "Eve" and greatly adores her as if it were another person within his head. Yet, with his self-awareness, he knows this is just love for himself personified into something tangible that he can give mental reference to.
And, while he considers himself lacking the ability to love, that doesn't necessarily mean it is a bad thing for him to receive and observe the feelings of warmth he bestows upon others. As to see his actions generate a good effect brings small twinges of amusement, happiness and satisfaction within his being. As being able to satisfy people with his mind, body or skills always brings Adam to a rather pleased place of being. And it is why he even holds the doors of his own sexuality open to whatever may come due to this openness within himself.
Granted, it would be such a shame for someone to fall prey to this warm trap. As in the end, Adam considers himself far too gone as a human being and further towards the well of true evolution to leave himself open to that. A part of himself would have indulged in it eons ago, but now? There is nothing. Not a thing there. At least that is what he tells himself and what he believes to be the result of his sum lifetime.
Mercy & Generosity: This is a powerful trait of Eve. Despite how cut-throat and ruthless the nature of Adam has the capacity to and always be, Eve is the source of what prevents him from utterly rampaging in a conquest of absolute bloodshed against any and everything which is below him. As Adam very well believes he has the ability to induce entire civilizations, races and useless people to society and the world to dust if he so wishes. However, he has no desire to if there is no other option.
And this stems from the love of Eve which is embedded from his ideal form of a female being the balance that a male requires to stay sane. And, to a deeper extent, it comforts him even if he does wrong -- this part of himself still exists. And, because this mercy within himself exists, it means he can breathe well in the fact he still has this substantial piece of his humanity to salvage when the time comes to spare those who do not deserve his wrath.
Otherwise, without this element within himself, the pain would be too much and he would no longer be able to recongize the humanity of himself and he would be nothing more than a force of will in his eyes. So this root, even if it's broken and shattered, keeps him grounded to something good. And, to a degree, it allows for moments of geneorsity to exist. As Adam does not seem to want to harm animas and will go out of his way to protect them if he can. Since they lack the awareness to know right from wrong and do not deserve pain to learn. There are other ways to make them evovle than that and they cannot protect themselves.
So, from this mercy, he forms a moral that it is wrong to bring ruin to those who lack the awareness to understand their actions. And, to a greater extent, this extends to other races that he believes could benefit from being restored back to humanity because of Eve's love and nurture to forgive and bring mercy on them; instead of entirely cutting each and every error he sees. Adam may even be known to spare his time, energy and funds towards those whom he considers "misfortunate" if they aren't wholly aware of the fundamental laws of this universe. Such as restoring the arm of a powerless human who is only trying to live their life and contribute to the collective of humanity.
Hence, to a degree, Adam does have the ability to see past his immoral acts if he chooses to, but he believes that to be the better action more often than not. True AdamInclined For Aesethic:
Well -- Adam is still human. Despite living such a long life, he still likes to make sure he looks as pleasing as possible to himself. It is why he has developed various modifications to his body that allow him to enhance or de-enhance his feminine or masculine traits based on what he feels like from day to day. As some days Adam prefers the look of a bloodied mad man, while other days he prefers to be soft, androgynous and a mystery to others. Then, other days, he just wants to look pretty to be pretty to himself because it helps him feel good. Humans can be rather vain in that sense in his mind and he embraces it. Dress Up:
To him? He looks cool as a king or some kind of royal. So it may not be unusual to find Adam wearing crowns, capes, swords, wearing gold or any types of these variations on his outfits because it just helps him to feel cool, regal or relaxed. He sometimes feels like a king among peasants, so he lets it show a little through doing these silly antics.
Image Reference: https://i.imgur.com/eaAfBs8.png?1 Goofy:
Sometimes, Adam just likes to let loose. He enjoys to act silly, pretend to be dumb, play games with people and just let his energy run wild. Adam feels he needs these moments to stay sane because of how distorted his insides are as a person. So acting like a fool, in some ways, helps him to relax. Humorous:
The world and himself are grim things. Therefore, humor is often used as a tool to help lighten the mood and keep his head straight. There isn't any topic that is off-limits for the likes of Adam. He'll joke about anything as mudane as bills, to laughing in the face of genocide and total death. Even his own personality aspects aren't off limits. Since, if he makes himself look dumb, he'll poke fun at himself and joke at his own stupidity. What's the point in living if everything is so exhaustingly serious? Even if he enjoys taking himself seriously, there is a limit to how long those modes can last. Sweet Tooth:
Adam loves sweets. Chocolates, cakes, ice creams, soda; give him whatever sweet and he'll be your little lamb for a short time. This is because he lives the taste of food and it helps to cope and de-stress from how much complex thought goes on in his mind. He'll even regress, to a degree, to a child-like state of playful smiles and giggles when he is munching on his favorite foods. As it brings his body great comfort for a short period of time; even if he knows it will not last forever, he can tune it out and enjoyo the moment. It's why he even has gone as far as to enjoy chocolates during battle to help ease his nerves. Spoiled And Embraced:
Adam loves to be spoiled and cared for in either of his states of thinking. Massages, words of love, admiration, gifts; anything that spoils him he loves. It's why he is indulging of those who want to cozy up to him; even if he keeps them on quite the distant string mentally As to a degree, all Adam desires on some primal levels is a force to just take care of him, cuddle him and give him all the sweet touches of love and touch that a human needs to feel fulfilled on a purely emotional and instinctual level. And, while he distances himself from that, Adam isn't one to ignore reality and knows it is needed to keep him grounded. Fearful:
Fear is something Adam feels to a great extent. He feels fearful of looking like a fool, he fears dying, he fears becoming a supernatural freak, he fears being consumed by his own madness and he fears being unable to arise to the challenges and deeply fears being consumed by his own mental and physical limitations. In fact, a great part of him feels as if he is making the wrong choice, that something within himself is dying each and every day.
Yet, in spite of those cries, the vengeance within his heart to stomp to the beat of progression radiates like a burning star and propels himself on the wave of flames to achieve whatever it his sick and twisted mind desires. As all humans have these doubts, fears, worries, stresses, anxieties and troubles; but Adam refuses to fall to them. Instead, he lets them exist within himself, feels them and uses them as a compass to guide him away from what he doesn't want. It helps him to stay sane in these dark days. Fleeting Interest:
The attention of Adam can be a fickle thing. If something does not captivate him, then he will move on to the next without much of a second thought. So it is usually within most people's interest to hold and captivate his attention. Otherwise, he will keep moving on to the next thing and the next thing until the cycle loops forever and he endlessly finds things to captivate his time, effort and energy. With how vast the universe is, there is an eternity to find various pursuits, projects and people to uncover and find himself immersed in. Self-Aware:
A key compotent to intelligence is having the ability to be self-aware. Therefore, Adam is always constantly checking himself. If he is in a conversation and he is making himself look like a fool? Adam will own up to him, chasatize himself, take note and try to correct his errors. If he finds himself making an error and continuously keeping a bad result? He will become aware, document the failures and make adjustments until his plan suceeds. He does not desire to be dull, idiotic or naive. So, in order to do so, he must leave himself open and is always looking towards the people around him to see if there is anything he can take from them or subtract from himself to increase his intelligence, resources or knowledge. Use Me As You See Fit:
Adam doesn't have a problem being used if it's to gain something he wants. This can be anything from monetary gain, acquiring new resources or even something as simple as emotional gain. As, to a degree, Adam does like to feel useful. And, with how vast his mind spirals on, even with himself being used as a medium to induce feelings of pleasure in another is rather amusing. Which makes him question his capacity to understand his own emotional frequency and if he truly feels anything or not. Unyielding:
Stomp his face? Humiliate him? Crush his plans? Defeat him? Make him look like a fool? Embarrass him? None of these things matter in the mind of Adam. They are all just effects of evolution and progress. While they stack up and create a mountain of pain he stands upon within himself, they are learning tools which can point someone towards the direction of ascension. So long as he overviews them with the utmost of determination, he will be able to eventually see the puzzle beyond it all and keep overwriting the ways of this world with the sick knowledge of his human mind.
All that is required is a nearly unshakable resolve.
And this is not a resolve that is based around wanting to be strong, desiring to be the best, wanting to save the world or become a god. This is a resolve that is rooted in stubbornness and an ambition to overcome the challenges of this absurd universe in the vessel of a human. If life gave him this path of hardship, then he would spit in her face, crush her face in and take what is hers for his own like the true nature of mankind's savagery would. So he will NOT yield to anything less than success in the form of a human. As that is his pride as a man. Calculating:
All actions, neutral, passive or aggressive are all calculated and planned by Adam. He is able to see the inner mechanisms of the world around him, piece them together like ap puzzle and is able to execute plans, scenarios and potential outcomes through sheer mental thought alone. With his mental deduction, he considers himself to be a great intellect and is often able to think of grand scheme plans that have long-lasting effects on the fly. Since, while he may be not as strong as other supernatural beings capable of destroying entire chunks of the planet, his brain exceeds them, his will is above them and his vessel of humanity that he represents will evolve beyond the need for such things and tame these wild beast as humanity always has in the past. Remorse/Guilt:
Adam would be lying to himself if he did not feel any bit of remorse, shame or guilt for the actions that he has consciously committed. Many lives have been shattered, ended or forever altered by the hands of his progression and will. And, while he has NO qualms doing it, that does NOT mean he does not have passing thoughts on the misdeeds that he has committed.
To him, however, he rationalizes it by them being needed sacrifices to cull out humanity, weakened links in the factions he was a part of or necessary experiments to further his plans, the factions he is a part of, humanity or the world itself. So, he tries to wipe the stains of guilt and remorse within himself by using cold personal logic to help steer him towards the direction of what he feels is right. Comradery:
Adam tries to further ease these feelings of negativism that brew within himself by socializing. However, unlike Eve or Ada's social traits, Adam tries to find connections with the people around him by finding pin-point interest they share. This serves to help him feel relax, give small glimmers of hope there are others like him out there and contributes to connect them to his will and plans.
So it is why he tries to find a brother-in-arms with the proper humans who represent his values of human ingenuity, strength, adaption and intelligence. And, to a lesser degree, if these values are found in other races, he may also accept it. As humans have a higher base line of potential than all other races in his mind, but that does not mean exceptions can occur in other races. Exhaustion Leading To Restful Laziness:
The mind of Adam is one that has grandiose goals, tiring plans, and high intelligence. Therefore, it is reasonable to expect that there will be times where Adam is outright exhausted from his journeys. Therefore, he can be rather lazy when he tires himself out. He'll want to curl up with something or someone, lay on the floor, do nothing and just goes with the flow of life until his sick determination is restored and has time to relax. As even psychopath's like himself cannot consistently stay in that frame of mind. There needs to be rest, recovery and a time to just be human before moving forward with his overall goal of progressing the world. Withdrawn:
There is an enormous amount of hurt that is within Adam's heart. So much that he feels the borders of who he is a person will never be the same. The inner confines of himself will forever be a bloodied and torn array of static, broken pieces and shattered memories, dreams and ego. All of these clusters make for a rare human who has the ability to become aware, yet not lacking in the morals which stop them from achieving true greatness and to pioneer this race above all others with the greatest mental and intellectual insights imaginable from a purely organic mind.
And so, to that end, the Eve and Ada parts of himself refuse for anything or anyone to come close to this essence of his soul. It will only bring them ruin in the end, and while Adam is a being who will do whatever it takes to get what he wants, there is no point in dragging others along for this pain needlessly. He has no qualms about it, but the male still does have some sembalnces of a conscious and thinks before ruining the lives of others. Thus, having someone come close to him will always result in him cutting that string to pieces, obliterating it and saving them the grief before they find themselves too deep in a pit that will never allow them to see the light of day ever again. Driven:
There is nothing that Adam would not sacrifice for his drive. People, resources; they are all the same thing to him and can be expendable if the circumstances are right. However, it is not something he jumps to. While he views people as expendable, the Ada/Eve (passive and feminine) traits of himself do not desire to go out of their way to be psychopathic for their own ambitions. If there is an alternative way to achieve something with blood sacrifice and wasting or destroying others resources? Then Adam will follow it if it fits alongside his goals. If there is no other way to get around it then without a bit of corrupted morals and ethics? Then Adam does not care if he has to do it -- just so long as his drive to thrive and progress is satisfied. Spiteful:
Contempt. That is one thing which screams within the essence of Adam. There is a great amount of contempt for anything that gets in his way, for anyone who speaks down to him, to anyone who believes themselves to be above him, to all that wishes to corrode his essence, for the mistakes he makes himself and everything that serves to frustrate this man. Adam loathes it all, wishes to break it into pieces with whatever resources he has at his disposal. As everything that generates the feeling of spite serves to make him stronger and motivates him to want to evolve further as a person and to succeed in his goal. That is all Adam cares for when it comes to this trait and embraces the contempt within his very human heart. Happiness:
He finds his happiness in results. It matters not if that result makes someone's life better, his life better or changes the world. As long as the warmth of his spirit and body alters the reality around him, there will always be happiness to be had on all levels; big and small. As it shows that the mind of a human is something that can create wonderful things into existence and that is a priceless sentiment that he is grateful for everyday. And it this happiness of these pursuits that help to continue to push Adam to pursue this grim path he finds himself on with his ambitions. Nostalgia And Sadness:
To a certain extent, Adam almost wishes he could go back to warm rays of light and comfort that was his childhood. It is why he wishes to retain his youthful charms and retain the last bits of that dying flame within himself. It makes him rather disheartened to believe those days will never come back, but he knows it was necessary to gain what he has now. And, even if he could go back, there is no assurance that it would be the same. He isn't the same as he was then, so how could someone so radically different realistically fit into the past? It wouldn't work. It is just a warm memory and one he must endure. This is the world he lives in now and he must make his peace with that as he pioneers humanity. All for the sake of progression. Disgusting:
Vile. Corrupt. Loathsome. Murderous. Hateful. Twisted. Perverted. Criminal. Liar. All of these words and much more make the consciousness of Adam bleed in a sea of dirt and grime. The actions which he has committed to cultivating the man he is creates a sense of inner disgustingness within himself.
However, he has come to embrace this and welcomes the foul piece of artwork he has transformed himself into. He openly admits to being putrid, rancid, spoiled, rotten and outright disgusting as a human being. As humans can be both masters of the universe, yet being so deplorable morally and ethically that they are the scum of the earth. He embraces these concepts, infuses it into his mind and loves every second of his contempt for himself and the hurt, guilt, and remorse he feels for this disgusting nature that is himself. Lonely:
To a degree, the path that Adam walks is an isolated one. Since he loathes judgment, scorn, love and hate from other humans and races; he is forced to put on various mask, indulge himself in his grand goals and carry out finite pleasures until he ultimately meets his death in his mind. So, to that degree, there is no comradery on a personal level and everyone seems rather distant to his heart and ambitions. Thus, that creates a painful loneliness that feels as if someone is constantly stabbing Adam in the chest. It's a pain that surges, swells and consumes his whole essence in a void that screams anguish. Yet, it's one that he accepts and has come to terms with it as it gives him power in his mind. He's gone this far with the feeling, and he assumes that it is another part of his humanity. Reset Everything:
There is a voice that screams inside of his head. One that is tired of this path, tired of what he has become, tired of the world and tired of these stupid plans and intentions. It's a voice that screams to Adam at every moment of everyday: "I WANT MY WORLD BACK! I WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE! I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP! I WANT TO GO BACK TO NOR KNOWING AND TO JUST BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY WITH SIMPLISTIC GOALS, LOVE AND A PLACE TO CALL MY OWN! I'M TIRED OF THIS MADDENING REALITY! IT ISN'T WORTH IT ANYMORE"
And to that? Adam casts it aside. That is just exhaustion, pain and frustartion when things do not go his way. And, in turn, it is the cost of knowledge. If he wants to expand his insights? This is the price he most pay. Things were simpler when he was blind to the way sof the world, but he was also limited, idiotic and unaware of how to make a change and how to keep progresisng himself. So, this is a useless trait to him; even if this voice wants to use his powers to reset the world and make it a place of peace. Something which is impossible. Instead, Adam focuses on reality and focuses on what is good for humanity in his eyes. OVERALL GOALOverall Goal:
The primary objective for Adam is to overwrite the world with progress, inject his sense of evolution into it and create a place where only the fit survive. As, once the world is reset back to the way it was meant to be, people will be find their happiness. There will be no stagnation if there is a constant cycle of progression in his mind. When you are in the pursuit of a goal, there is no time to be lost within the depths of doubt, confusion, hurt or pain. There is only the light of that endless drive and that is what humanity needs more than anything else. A person that can lead them, a person that can manage them and a person that can force them to rise above the pitiful ashes of subjugation that they are under and realize the evolutionary greatness they possess.
However, even in saying this, Adam does not care to kill off other races. In fact, he even wants the other races who call Earth home to embrace this and seek their own progression as well. As the universe itself only benefits those who are willing to adapt, evolve and become aware enough to master this reality and that is the only thing he cares for on all levels. It is why he helps people, it is why he hurts people and it is why he wants to play a role in changing the world with his vast ambitions. After His Goal:
Adam assumes that after his goal, the world will be set back to the way it is -- and perhaps he can live a normal life until things stagnate again. So he can see himself indulging in his projects, trying to find new meaning in the overwritten world and enjoying seeing the results of his progress create cause and effect on Earth. As he doesn't expect some grand and happy ending, but he does expect something worthwhile to come from it for the betterment of all species. So, to that end, he chases after it just to move on to the next thing after that. As that is what evolution is: always moving and pushing forward to the next objective until you longer can. And that point will come when his life comes to an end.
RELATIONSHIPS OF ADAM
Humans (Including Quincy): Humans can be friends, enemies or people to admire and adore. The sky is the limit for them, but he tries to find brotherhood in them. Yet, that does not mean all are cut from the same cloth. Despite having the vast potential of becoming the masterminds of this existence, there are still far too many humans who are preventing the race as a whole from becoming complete. So, to this end, Adam will push them. If they cannot adapt? Then they will die or be removed from his vision.
In spite of that extreme stance, however, Adam does not feel he has to do that too often. Will there be sacrifices? Of course. But his overall goal isn't to destroy humanity or all supernatural races. He simply wishes to keep seeing the world pushing forward behind the seas of gray and dullness that he sees. He wants it to go back to the way it was according to the stories of humanity before World War Three. That is, he wants to see it be based on survival of the fittest and force them to use their minds to seek a power beyond mere brute force which can help ascend them towards being beyond the gods themselves.
Iramasha: The Iramasha have the potential to be an exciting race. Based on what he knows, they apply a large amount of science and thought with the probable ways they use aether. Therefore, they can grow and adapt and have a rather high rate of intelligence to otherwise compete with humanity and give them a rather hard time. Which is why he loves them and wishes to do battle with them in the future and help push both of their races towards evolution.
Demons: Creatures of great change, stagnation and development. This is not quite the hateful relationship that one may believe them to be given Adam's radical views. In fact, he finds an enormous amount of thanks to them. Have they given him utter hell through his life? Without a doubt. Yet, if it weren't for their cataclysm, it is doubtful the world would of had some of the growth that it did in such a rapid amount of time when it came to the boom of technology, supernatural feats and insights into the mind. It hardened the world up, woke people from their slumber and made them realize how unmoving they've become.
Yet, to that same dial, he believes they need a kick in the ass to further refine their own methods and seeks to help them evolve as much as humanity. Even if their baseline for having the capacity for great thought isn't as high as humans, there are still those outliners he always interested in to help keep giving humanity competition to force themselves to adapt and overcome towards.
Shinigami: Questionable. Again, Adam never actually outright hates a race. There are very few that warrant it. He is, however, isn't too keen on their stubbornness and inability to see the bigger picture. It is what he believes started their inevitably decline following the removal of their founding Captain Commander all those years ago. However, based on recent developments, he believes they are finally starting to learn their lesson and they just need another push to keep going. So, he will be that push and they will progress. It's also worth noting that, much like Arrancar, he will offer them a way out of it to erase the lines of death and restore their humanity as life and death are nothing more than things to be worked around in his eye. If they were once humans before, they can retain their humanity back. There are no two ways about that.
Hollows/Arrancar: Errors. This whole race is nothing more than one mass error. In fact, Adam outright pities them. He still sees them as comrades in humanity, but they've been decayed by the process of death and stripped of everything that they are. Therefore, he seeks to help them to regain their humanity by allowing those who WANT to change to have a chance to achieve that with his research and tools. This out of the love that Eve has for the world and she intends to nurture these tormented souls with her love. Granted, Adam will NOT force those who do NOT want to change from what they are, but he may or may not look down on them DEPENDING on how they evolved in this new state of life.
Vizards: Further mutations. An error of life and death again. Vizards need to be corrected, poorly. They are essentially the end of the humanity, the vessel of death and the total corruption of man. Nothing but misery awaits them in the mind of Adam and he cannot see how these beings functions. It is why Eve wishes to save them from their errors and release them with her love. So, if they take his offer, Adam will more than be happy to remove their shinigamihood and the plague that is being a hollow from their essence. As that seems like an utterly and entirely painful way to live being nothing more than an error.
Sugiura: Adam doesn't have enough information on them to fully paint a full picture of them. However, based on the information he has gleamed on Sugiura that have existed on Earth, they seem to be a suitable race to give humanity an excellent bit of completion. As they seem to entirely base their reality on code they perceive through their reality. That requires a high amount of mental deduction and processing power, which means they have the potential to rival humanity on some levels. So he is rather interested in learning more about them and seeing what he can learn from them to further advance humanity towards their glory.
Ziamichi/Hybrid: They are simply way too diverse to form an opinion. So, he bases them on an individual circumstance revolving around how powerful the traits of humanity are within human ziamichi/hybrid. If the human half is stronger? He can see the benefits in wanting to understand your enemy, use experimentation to further their own science and otherwise learn more from what each race has the potential to be. However, if the human half is weaker? Then he pities them and would offer them relief from that misery. Outside of human ziamichi's, other races will be determined based on the character itself, his relationship stance on the races and what types of evolution they have to bring to the table.
Part One: Birth
ORIGIN OF HIS HUMANITY
Adam was born in an undisclosed small town within California. All that he remembers is that he was raised and born within the outlands of this country prior to the calamity that was World War Three. He was born to two loving parents and each of them had a cluster of family and friends which were around when the male was born into the world. There were no known complications with his birth, so he was a soul which was marked and prime for this world.
Granted, as all parents do, each of them seemed to have a rather grand vision for the spirit they birthed into this universe. Therefore, they named their child "Adam" because of the fact that they believed their child was destined for greatness. And what better name than Adam could work? After all, he was the first human to have ever existed and pioneered what mankind would be with his actions. According to that logic, Adam's parents thought that he to could induce that effect in the world with a blessing such as this.
Thus, these superstitious parents were quite proud to have bared such a healthy, strong and happy baby into the world. With the world having been based around the supernatural for quite some time at the point of Adam's birth, they knew that they were investing in the right values to invest within their son. As, in their mind, there was no better time in history than the present to be a human. As the gates of energy which compromised a person and their ego were unlocked, free and all those who existed had the potential to achieve greatness if they allowed themselves to tap into this cosmic force.
And so, on this note, the journey of Adam's evolution was, to begin with the brightest of hopes. Part Two: Growth
Adam was raised to be a mystic child of sorts. The world was changing around the time that he was born and it meant that he needed to be able to change with it. No longer could humans afford to remain ignorant and unware like in years past. The parents of Adam knew that in order for their child to blossom, flourish and turn into a seed capable of leading humanity towards such beautiful ideals called for a spiritual awakening.
Therefore, they invested in traveling the world with their toddler while it was still yet untouched from the horrors of the future to come. They would spend day and night feeding him lessons of meditation, understanding, love and warmth as they ventured through the globe.
Feeding him the sights, sounds and glows of the best humanity had to offer in these regions so that their child could know the unconditional love their race had to offer.
Thus, from this sense of determination to embed the seeds of love int their child's heart, there was never a moment in this time where he did not receive this compassion from those within his family, or those who were friends of this family. If a negative event were to harm their child? They would allow him to feel that pain, but they would also ensure to nurture that pain away and explain from a young age that it was a needed parting of growing.
Hence, from this ideal growth, it was hard for Adam not to love everything and everyone he came across. As he was often described as a person who loved to cuddle, snuggle and bring out the best traits of happiness within people. He wanted to make them smile, laugh and instill a sense of happiness within their heart as that is what he believed humans were designed and able to do. So, from his parents giving him that value, he wanted to spread his love with the world and it made for a very warm period in his life. Since there was nothing but pure happiness and affection thumping within his essence.
So, how could such a satisfying bliss ever come to an end? It couldn't. Not in Adam's mind. No matter how bad things got, Adam felt he understood from a young age that everyone could adapt and grow from pain as long as there was love in the world and love within his heart. This faith could not die so easily.