Controlling Rage

A gillian roared randomly echoing through the crystal forest. Hollows ran away from it as they fought with each other. This was the path to become stronger for most hollows. Rage, destruction, ... fear, loneliness. Lala stood on a cliff looking down into the forest remembering back when she was just a hollow, most didn't remember back that far being. They only remembered back to when they were given new life as an adjuchas. Though Lala remembers, Unable to forget, She was the hollow that consumed with rage. Her infernal rage had pulled her along to her peek as a gillian. It was then it changed Ashleii showed her there was more then just rage. All this ran through Lala's mind as she stood up high over those she was equal to. Her rage had carried her as far as it would but couldn't carry her any further.

"How do these people fight without being so pissed off." Lala yelled out. She didn't get it. Ashleii had given her a piece of the serenity that would carry her further but Lala couldn't touch it. She was pissed. Why wasn't the answer coming to her. Why was she so behind. "WHY." She screamed hearing it echo through the forest. Lala then sat down crossed her legs and closed her eyes so she could relax. She was trying to find the answer. Trying to find out how to let go. Trying to find out Why....