A Letter for Hymn [Fuuen, Yugiri]

It would be a lie to say that when he approached her that she was expecting him to kiss, maybe she wanted him to kiss her just a little bit more than she let on, maybe she did want a bit more than that. She wasn't going to let any kind of lust and her dominant attitude ruin this moment so she returned the embrace nonetheless and leaned into him. Hands moving to feel the consistency of his hair, she did like long hair on guys.

"Show me? Show me what exactly?"

Yugiri quietly said with a loud sigh, her mind debating whether or not to let him go just to try and close her kimono which was opening at the front from being lax about reapplying her obi. Maybe she should do that, although that didn't need to be fixed until he pulled away from her. It wasn't like he could see much like this.

It was completely within reason for her to take the small peck on her lips and call it there, to have what was a brief moment shared between them but unlike Fuuen, she did want more of him and she pulled his lips back against her's as he retreated. A longer and more needy one that she had wanted to deliver, the kind which lacked any of her refinement or confidence, a kiss that showed her inexperience and made her self-conscious. The kind that was her.

A couple moments longer before she pulled away and looked away with a small grin on her face, the type that she might think was stupid if she saw herself in a mirror. A little red were her cheeks while she reached down to fold her kimono over at the front instead of letting it hang open. He probably saw if his eyes were quick to open after their kiss but that felt okay.

"Sorry."

She said sheepishly to him, it probably didn't help him to be so aggressive though that was the difference between them. The strong wind that pushed through obstacles, the passive wind which admired the world it flowed through as a breeze. Kinda poetic, right?

Her metallic gaze looked into his own, it was a weird situation that she visualised here. He was clearly more experienced in this, it briefly passed through her mind to wonder how many women he had actually been with but the thought flew away like the birds as she went back to thinking about her inexperienced forwardness and his experienced patience. Almost like a duality of yin and yang.

"We can get more tea later."

She chimed while regaining a bit of confidence after his reassurances, enough to try and sultry up her tone a little bit again. It would be simple to just reach up and kiss him again, entirely within her power to do so actually. She did not though for she wanted to be led for this and experience it more.

Her eyes closed while leaning forward with anticipation, her mouth was a little agape while she waited for him to plant his lips on her's again. To kiss her again and mould her lips to his in a much longer chance to enjoy the night.

It felt like she was sprinting a marathon, her heart never beat like this. Well, that was a lie. It did but it was far different like this. His arms holding her close while she tried her best to keep pace, avoiding any kind of attempt to wrestle control out of instinct. She knew when she was probably beat for experience and this was new, different and exhilerating. A small moan escaping her lips which almost humilated her if not for the fact her mind was far too preoccupied by him to linger.

Her own arms took hold of his sides while she continued, aware that her kimono was hanging dangerously on her shoulders and tempting fate to fall off, she remained close to him while it played out and finally she concluded with a display of panting, a need to catch her breathe after it.

Yugiri felt the most vulnerable at the moment than she ever had before in front of him, in a strange way it felt even worse than when she had to face Yushiro for the last time. To be dragged through the mistakes she had made and punished, a miserable experience but this felt different and the fact every bit of her was almost on display to him made her self-consciousness.

There was no way that she could maintain her composure, to articulate the kind of allure and confidence she wished that she could maintain. All she could muster was what felt like the most genuine and embarrassing thing she'd ever heard herself say in all her life.

"Fuuen.... I want you."

Yugiri did not know exactly what to expect? Of course they were some of it, she had some idea of all this from idle thoughts and her own fantasies. It was a new territory to really understand, this was her in genuine and earnestness right now compared to putting on some facade of nobility. A guise which had long since been put away. No matter what she had expected it did not been something she could predict when she felt Fuuen's advances and control of the situation. She did not mind in the slightest, for something like this Yugiri admitted that having a guide was probably beneficial.

Yet she still let out a gasp at his lips on her neck. A growing blush and flustered feeling that wouldn't go away and only became harder to deal with. Suppress it? Reject it? No, she wasn't going to turn back when she knew that what she had said was in fact honest and it would be a lie to act as though it wasn't.

What was she meant to do? Reciprocate? How? It felt difficult, if not impossible with him attacking her. The thought did occur that maybe she wasn't supposed to do anything, maybe she was just meant to relax and let him act irregardless of her more proactive and aggressive nature wanting to somehow wrestle the lead from him. Though, she wouldn't.

She'd just remain like this for now and lean in closer to him.