Having fun playing games; gets depressed with RP: WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

For quite a long time, I was an avid role-player as I like to explore possibilities in character development and potentials. However, as of late, I have been in and out more extensively than I would like. I was continuously disappointing myself in my inactivity and my expectation in others' collaboration. Some of the times, I felt that I was left hanging onto plots that degrades in value as all the time spent to build up their potential were wasted. Perhaps I was growing tired of dealing with empty promises or was not up for any more future inexcusable disappointments.

For those who wanted to play with me or wanted to inspire me to regain my RP mojo, I have several topics they can touch on in attempt to catch my interest and they do not have to be on the list. I have only one criteria on that list; I am making a new character that I hoped would make it long term.

Topics of Possible Interest
• Relationship
• Crisis
• Long Term Goals
• Short Term Goals
• Routes and Development

I am looking forward to suggestions and proposals because it turns out that my attempts to come up with my own ideas ended up laying flat without other characters involved.

I was thinking about this for a while been down the same road as you. I would be honored to start three things with you. I don't know if I can help gain what you have lost by I'm going to try.

A Relationship that is an start: Something new....To rediscover a whole new RP character which starts out with friendship and much more. I be willing to help you with that

Long Term Goals: A strong RP warrior....Perhaps we can work on this together

Can't think of Number 3 right now but I'm willing to help you.

I better put this more detail here:


Well Relationships like the one Koichi and Hanako have one of friendship or one of love. You could start off with someone trying to rediscover themselves. Maybe a character who trying to find something special along the way a character may come to help yours deep down and with a more rpgs you might have the special connection. Who knows maybe as time progress some wonderful rpgs will come out of this and your spark to this may come back. Another way being a family member to one of the legendary families like Asthavons, Kuchikis or the Yuudeshis gaining relationships like that. With relationships can come trust even betrayal whch the crisis things can into play someone betray your character and you'll stop at nothing to stop them. OR Try to stop them form walking their evil path. Eric Zarathos wouldn't be the ones I would put into this category for relationships become a mad demon isn't something you want. Just warning ya. Anyway Relationships, UHCM well this one desire you might to pursue or not depending of how you want to rekindle your relationship with Koichi. Start a relationship finding a new love with a new character yet the other choice having a new friendship someone new meeting someone new. Friendships would help you out someone who was dedicated to you person and you can write stories or the other can write stories.

Relationships Ideas
Loving Girl trying to find the right man or vice versa
Friendship well A midnight stroll meeting up with a friendsly stranger
A New Member of the legendary family: Good or Evil

Crisis
hmmm well: I don't have any good ideas to this well one of them was played out when Eric nearly destroyed your bar...Hanako's bar. Maybe I have a idea an attack which was unseen which my guy is going to do soon. Another idea for the crisis a loving friend dying in your arms and someone who your new person hates killing them.

Crisis Ideas
Some Close to you dying Friend or family member
An organization or place like Gotei being attacked

Long Term Goals: Up to you.....Having a strong character driving to have someone be the best pushing their limits until that goal is met, starting a family here like you have already done that. Creating a new shop or organizations...Being a new leader..Becoming a mod again. I was thinking about but a long time goal well hmmm..Stopping Eric Zarathos from obtaining a forbidden power. The one Hanako's mother and Reimu Iramasha removed from his body the soul weapon known Chaos Destroyer the one thing that destroy shinigami and iramasha powers. The thing is Eric doesn't even know where it is....

Short Term: Not sure up to you....

Routes and Development: Development a demonic character maybe a mad demon woman....Having Hanako become evil...Koichi may have implanted something inside her or a new chracter becoming the new demon queen. Having a new character determine and strong enough to destroy Touketsu even the Iramasha clan. Being a super spy getting dirt on some people working on someone that a person trust and secretly betraying them. I was thinking about having someone of the Zarathos bloodline really wasn't thinking about it much. Having someone like Kristen Hiroshima...his daughter come back from the dead and helping her father

I do have a possible relationship plot or whatevers that's been floating around for a while, if you made the Demon that turned Omedotte into a Demon in his post-breakdown-runaway thingamabob, if that sounds fun...

The character can be Male or Female, and otherwise restrictions only include that they have to be a Demon.

Now that he's approved, I might have a plot you could use with my quincy, Leberecht and his twin sister.

To make a long story short, when they were children, the two were separated when his sister was abducted in an attack that cost Leberecht his eye. The sister went to a undisclosed organization and Leberecht was taken in by the Vandenreich. The two do not remember who the other is at this point in their life, and are likely "brain-washed" to serve the groups that took them in.

I was planning at some point for the two to have to meet up, likely in battle, and deal with the confusing repressed memories as they start to come back, slowly revealing tiny bits of information about the person each thought were enemies. Anything else is free game, really.

Unfortunately, the only drawback to this would be that you would limited to one FC, or one that's fairly similar, considering that the two are supposed to be twins. I'll give you a link to the source material's FC, but I'd be fine if you would rather use something that could work as a twin to my FC.

If you'd like to know more, feel free to PM or PC me in xat and we can discuss more there.