Who Am I [Shura/Yuuto]

TAGS; - here NOTES; - here WORDS; - here MUSE; - Who I am

Lately things hadn't been going well for a certain Shinigami to say the least, though whether that was her fault or someone elses wasn't even truly a question. Perhaps a month or two ago she'd have rebuked any notion that it was her fault, blame it on someone or something else and make some kind of argument that she felt sounded airtight. But this wasn't a month or two ago, this was reality and she knew such excuses were flawed from the outset. She was the one at fault.

From how she went about her letter sent to the various divisions all the way to her fight with Shishiyuki, there was only one event that happened during such things that weren't explicitly her fault... her interaction with Hitoshi. Yet even that event could be argued that she at the bare minimum played some part in, overly trusting in a family that clearly didn't care for her. She knew that now, from her birth her Father hated her for who she was and her Mother mostly tolerated her.

But the Gotei? She found some semblance of comraderie, even if she only saw others as a means to an end... an end that no longer mattered. Shura found herself struggling to do the thing she'd previously been beyond excited for, the one thing she had always been exemplary at. Fighting. For so long she had always had some reason to fight, some reason to train... Whether it was toi impress her Father or to be strong enough to protect her Brother... Both reasons now no longer existed.

She'd taken some time, talked with people she'd have otherwise never considered people she'd ever talk too. Namely Byakuya, who shed some much needed light upon her predicament with Hakaishin. She had a plan in mind for rememdying such a situation, and that plan started with a return to the Fifth Division and a second meeting with its Captain, Yuuto Hisakawa. She had sent a message ahead of her, admittedly it was missing quite a lot of both content and context, with the whole of the message simply being 'I need to speak with you again.' Though curiously while it was signed by Shura so Yuuto would know who sent it, it omitted her last name from the letter, though it was possible she simply didn't add it because of the brevity or perhaps importance of this meeting being immediate.

Whatever the reason she omitted such a thing, the letter itself arrived at the barracks but a few minutes before Shura did. Shura for her part did not either speak to anyone nor even address anyone, simply entering the barracks without a word and headed directly for Yuuto's office wherein she'd tap two times on the door "May I enter, Hisakawa Taicho?"

made by RR of DD, steal and i will sentence you to the true death!