Do you see my point? [Hannah/Wakaba]

Boy howdy nobody told Fuu that she was going to be going on a carnival ride when she got to the seventh division again, but just as quick as the flick of those hands did that set in for her. Of course it wasn't like she had expected Hannah to know how her Zanpakuto's worked or how her own 'sight' worked... but in this moment she wished she'd explained that before.

Her entire balance was thrown off as the wind around them was practically grabbed and dragged about, the few silhouettes she did have in her minds eye vanished in an instant. Almost like she was on a boat amidst a nasty storm in the ocean, Fuu found herself struggling to keep her footing, one hand quickly reaching up to grab her head as she stumbled to the side and hit the wall. Much like the loosening grip on the wind, Fuu also fell to the ground nauseated and confused.

It took her a few moments to regain herself, her head reeling from the overwhelming sensations that had just weaved themselves through it. With the silhouettes returning, so too did her processing of what was being said. It took an equal amount of extra time for her to be able to stand back up without stumbling, though she did respond "Yes yes, I... understand all that. However..." As she finally began to stand, she used the wall to help steady herself. "One does not simply come to understand Kamikaze. I am well aware of what side of me she is mirroring, and believe you mean balance is... unironically something I struggle with as far as she's concerned."

Fuu shook her head and rubbed it a little bit "And believe me, I do practice that which I preach. As a practitioner of T'ai Chi, balance is always at the forefront of my thoughts. Kamikaze and Soyokaze are as Yin and Yang, one cannot exist without the other and when in harmony everything is balanced. At such points, the fluctuations of my Reiatsu are, at most, minimal. However, as mentioned before Kamikaze is tempestuous and easily riled even by things that seem insignificant. She has good intentions usually, however her reactions are often overmuch and that is when the balance is disrupted and the fluctuations begin. The longer it goes on, the worse the fluctuations get, even to the point of incapacitation."

The words the woman spoke were... in all earnest, reminding her a lot of Komamura. Always a kind and gentle soul, out to help others become greater than the mere sum of their parts. For her part she'd always understood the necessity of listening to those that were more experienced than she, especially when it came to the Zanpakuto. Some of the things she said, Fuu hadn't ever thought about before. "On... myself?"

She muttered slightly, nodding to the woman as she was helped back to her feet. While the next words she spoke were things she'd already knew, such as how her and her Zanpakuto were always linked... she'd never given much thought about how she should balance them. Ever since she first got her Zanpakuto itself she'd always focused on their balance rather than the balance between herself and them.

However now as she thought about it, it occurred to her the truth of the reality. The balance between herself and her Zanpakuto was something she'd never thought about, something she'd never made an attempt to rectify or even acknowledge beforehand. "That... isn't something I'd thought about before..." She muttered, scratching at the back of her head a bit for feeling so foolish for not even thinking about such a thing before.

It was quite true that over the past few decades Fuu had been entirely alone with naught but herself and her Zanpakuto, cut off from that which had helped her in the past, voluntarily of course. The one that had normally given her pep talks was her Captain, Komamura, and he acted more as her anchor to help get through the days where she could barely move. However ever since she had left, her thoughts were just her own... nobody there to help decipher them beyond what she could mentally see.

It was for that reason she'd focused so heavily in that time to just... doing her job as a Shinigami to the best of her abilities. Hell even coming back to Soul Society wasn't something she thought would've ever happened, willingly or no, so the fact that she was here was something of a miracle truth be told. But it was quite ironic that she was having such a talk with someone in the same place she used too, even if it was someone that wasn't Komamura.

"That is a fair assessment I suppose... I haven't exactly... had such an opportunity in a some time."

Fuurinji knew all-too-well how things could go if things went south, she'd lived with that for just over a hundred years now, as well as who else might be out there willing to talk. However speaking to another Captain of the Gotei United wasn't exactly something she was planning on doing... until she mentioned Urahara. Her attempts at finding him in Karakura Town had been ultimately fruitless, and now she knew why... because he was here, not in Karakura Town.

"Wait did you say Urahara? As in Urahara Kisuke? He's joined the Gotei United?" This certainly was good news for her, though she wondered if she'd be able to get a meeting with him... being a rogue shinigami and all. Of course Hannah wasn't finished talking, and did further elaborate on some more things. While Fuurinji did note it, her mind was stuck on Urahara being here. If anyone knew what happened to Ichigo and why he wasn't helping, it'd be him.

She really didn't want to elaborate anymore than what she had too admittedly, but she did want to address everything that Hannah had said. "It's been... quite some time since I uh... trained with someone. But do you think you could help me talk to Urahara? There are some... questions that I do have that I think he alone might be able to answer."